I suddenly started reminiscing my childhood.
It could be considered as a typical childhood. Growing up with friends, studying hard, going to average-ranked high school. I, myself is a very ordinary person. Not the brightest but not the most dull knife in the drawer.
Like or unlike most people, I grew up in a small neighborhood in the outskirts of Richmond, B.C. As I went in high school, everyone referred to that neighborhood as the "Hamilton Area". Thus, I started calling it the Hamilton area (named because of the Hamilton elementary school situated in the neighborhood). I remembered very clearly in my mind the usual route I would take to go to school. My house was built in front of a mini park, so every morning I would cross the park and walk across across a crosswalk. As I continued my walk, a tiny bridge would allow access across an opened sewer to a small cluster of houses. As I made my way across the bridge and got into the middle of the small cluster of houses, my subconscious will automatically tell me to turn left and continue my way to school. After a 3 minute walk, I would be faced with another crosswalk. Just immediately in front of me would be what was considered as Richmond's newest elementary school (the building itself is newest of all the other elementary, during that time anyways). As I cross the crosswalk and made my way to the school grounds, to my left is a small playground where usually the kindergarten children will play before the start of class. As I made my way up the stairs that took me to the main foyer of the school, I can see the community center and the gym on my left, while on my right was the tiny library.
On each side of the library was two different halls that took separated the lower grades from the higher grades students.
In the surrounding area of the school was a small mini mall. There, a pizza parlor, hair salon, supermarket, two restaurants, and a bowling alley exists. I remembered back in grade 2, we had a class field trip to the bowling alley; the bowling alley wasn't anything significant and it wasn't even big, but we all had fun. The Chinese restaurant was a usual dining place for me and my family when we didn't have time to cook; the food wasn't bad either. If there was one place I loved the most as a child, it would be the pizza parlor there. Even now, I still think the pizza there is probably the best in all of Vancouver.
As a child, my life revolved around this tiny neighborhood and the ice-rank, movie theater and swimming pool that was 15 minute drive from this neighborhood.
As I got into high school, my high school offered school buses that would take me from the neighborhood to the catchment school near the city center. I was one of the lucky few who got to take a school bus to school everyday. Not many schools in Richmond offered school buses to their students. Although I complained a lot of how the buses were always late while standing in the rain or in the snow. Thinking back, I find it quite enjoyable, because I wasn't the only one waiting for the bus.
Growing up in this neighborhood was truly one of the best memory I have as a child. I was sad to leave it 3 years ago, when my parents decided to move closer to the city center.
Although you might or might no know how the feels. To me, it felt as if everything I knew was forgotten, and I had to start over again.
Although it wasn't painful, it wasn't exactly a happy moment either.
Blogging.............................
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
"one's fortune is another's misfortune" ~
Have you ever ate your own tears?
Is that even possible?
What's the taste of it?
My asnwer is "Yes, yes, and salty."
I got off school today at 7pm, I have been on campus since 9am this morning. I'm tired, exhausted and depressed. On the bus on my way back home, I couldn't stop myself from reviewing the torture the day gave me. For the whole day and the day before, I stressed myself out of the amount of money i needed to pay for tuition, books and "additional student fees (clinic fees). Student loans covered most of it but left $5000 out. What was I suppose to do? I ended up going to school 6 days a week. That only gave me one day for part-time work. I couldn't magically make money appear in front of me. Loaning was out of the option, since interest was way too much for me to pay afterward. There goes my dreams of going to Japan down the drain.
As I sat in that 30min long bus ride, I kept thinking of my money problem, and thought about how fortunate my friend was, able to go to Japan for a whole month and still have money to study aboard. Why I am so much more different than he is? Why is it that I have money problem and he doesn't? Pondering this by myself, I noticed I was keeping myself from crying. Life is horrible. I held back my tears until I got home. Before me was a wonderful dinner my mom cooked and my stomach was growling because I haven't ate anything today (eating on campus is too expensive). And before I knew it, I started crying. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, it was too much. So i ate as tears dropped down on to my food. At the same time I chewed and tried to swallow my food, it became painful eating between my sniffles. My esophagus couldn't handle food coming down and air trying to reach the lungs at the same time.
It was probably the most painful dinner I ever had. Probably one of the worst too, because I could think of was quickly finish eating so my parents don't see me crying.
Yes I live with my parents. So why don't I asked them for money? Well, if they had the money, I wouldn't be stressing out right now?
It hurts a lot when you see something you have dreamed of, for a long time, not being about to obtain. It's right there in front of your eyes. You can see it.
But your hands are tied down, preventing you from touching it.
When you try to walk towards it.
Your legs are chained a boulder ten times your size. On the boulder had "money" craved on it.
What could I do in this situation?
Cry. That's all I could do. Just cry. Cry and think of how pitiful I am. How restricted I was. And do nothing as you see friends living lives different from yours and all you can do is just be jealous of them.
.............................money is a misfortune to me.
.............................money to my friend is a fortune.
what more can I say?
Is that even possible?
What's the taste of it?
My asnwer is "Yes, yes, and salty."
I got off school today at 7pm, I have been on campus since 9am this morning. I'm tired, exhausted and depressed. On the bus on my way back home, I couldn't stop myself from reviewing the torture the day gave me. For the whole day and the day before, I stressed myself out of the amount of money i needed to pay for tuition, books and "additional student fees (clinic fees). Student loans covered most of it but left $5000 out. What was I suppose to do? I ended up going to school 6 days a week. That only gave me one day for part-time work. I couldn't magically make money appear in front of me. Loaning was out of the option, since interest was way too much for me to pay afterward. There goes my dreams of going to Japan down the drain.
As I sat in that 30min long bus ride, I kept thinking of my money problem, and thought about how fortunate my friend was, able to go to Japan for a whole month and still have money to study aboard. Why I am so much more different than he is? Why is it that I have money problem and he doesn't? Pondering this by myself, I noticed I was keeping myself from crying. Life is horrible. I held back my tears until I got home. Before me was a wonderful dinner my mom cooked and my stomach was growling because I haven't ate anything today (eating on campus is too expensive). And before I knew it, I started crying. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, it was too much. So i ate as tears dropped down on to my food. At the same time I chewed and tried to swallow my food, it became painful eating between my sniffles. My esophagus couldn't handle food coming down and air trying to reach the lungs at the same time.
It was probably the most painful dinner I ever had. Probably one of the worst too, because I could think of was quickly finish eating so my parents don't see me crying.
Yes I live with my parents. So why don't I asked them for money? Well, if they had the money, I wouldn't be stressing out right now?
It hurts a lot when you see something you have dreamed of, for a long time, not being about to obtain. It's right there in front of your eyes. You can see it.
But your hands are tied down, preventing you from touching it.
When you try to walk towards it.
Your legs are chained a boulder ten times your size. On the boulder had "money" craved on it.
What could I do in this situation?
Cry. That's all I could do. Just cry. Cry and think of how pitiful I am. How restricted I was. And do nothing as you see friends living lives different from yours and all you can do is just be jealous of them.
.............................money is a misfortune to me.
.............................money to my friend is a fortune.
what more can I say?
Sunday, August 29, 2010
working title (still have no name for this yet) part 2a
*once again...still haven't thought of a title. blah...what the heck ..who cares?
To fall in love again and again,
could this have been done?
My heart beats to the sound of the rain,
On and on I run.
For the next few days, Rin worked from seven at night until three in the morning. She would then return to her tiny apartment and sleep until the sun was high above in the middle of the sky. Not once has she complained about the demanding attention her job commends. Never once, have she complained about the messed up sleep time she has. All she cares about is the pay that she's receiving. It felt great to not have to worry about money all the time, and her manager treated her quite well. However, Rin never really quite understand how the shop run. For example, there was a total of twelve girls working at StarShine. Each hostess will represent a certain horoscope; Rin happened to be Aries. Which ever horoscope they represent, it also became their nickname as well (nicknames were needed for security reasons, sometimes they get a few weird customers at the club). However, Rin's horoscope isn't Aries, which makes it a mystery how they assign who get's what horoscope. Although love relationship is not allowed in the store, a few of the hostess are dating the waiters and the bartender that worked there. But of course they dated in secret, no one knows who is dating and who is not.
As the clock struck five on the west wall of Rin's apartment, Rin started busying herself with putting on her jacket and tidying a bit before she left the house. As she locked her door and walked down the horrendous 6 flights of stairs before getting to the bottom of her apartment, she waved hello to the passing neighbors who have just got off work and are making their way to their apartments. Leisurely, Rin slowly made her way to StarShine, passing through the endless rows of branded boutiques that had clothes with price tags that showed more than five zeros. Walking for about thirty minutes, she turned down a familiar alley way to a hidden streets that only opens at night. Rin slipped through the door and into StarShine.
Just as she was about to open the door to the change room, a tall blond hair girl with athlete's thighs bumped into Rin, knocking her off her feet.
"Oh!! Aries, I'm so sorry, I didn't see you there!" the blond girl said, helping Rin on her feet.
"It's okay, no harm done" Rin said, smiling back. "Wow, Taurus you're earlier than usual."
"Hahaa, so you noticed? Yeah, I got off from my other job early today, so I came to StarShine a bit earlier than usual." Taurus replied. "You better change soon!"
"Yeah, I will, don't worry." Rin said, as she walked into the change room.
As she got in the change room, she went to her locker and opened it up to find a dress already prepared for her. The dress today was made entirely out of silk and was a strap-less long dress. Around the edges of the dress were decorated with crystals, while the dress itself was a midnight blue color. Just as she got her dress on, most of the other hostess were pouring into the change room and getting ready for the night. It was chaotic. The room was way too small to fit even 6 people it, never mind 8 people all at once. Everyone had to fight for hair pins and eyeliners. There was also a fight between two of the hostess to decide who should use the mirrors first.
After about 2 hours of the chaotic struggle and fighting, everyone was finally in their dress, their hair and make up all neatly styled and carefully put on. As usual, all 12 hostess stood in line as their manager examine each of them carefully, to make sure they are in their best of shape and was presentable to the clients. Akito, the manager, spend about 3 seconds more in front of Rin before moving on to the hostess beside her.
"Oh no!" Rin thought, "it must be because my hair is messy. I hope Akito isn't mad."
Rin stared into Akito's eyes, trying to use telepathy to understand what's going through his mind. Akito just smiled and moved on.
When he has finished examining all the hostess, he cleared his throat and began his "work speech" for the night.
"Ahem. As I have told you all yesterday, we have a really important client coming to our club tonight. That will be Mr. Song from the most successful trading company in Korea..." Akito said.
"Gasp! THE Mr.Song from Sungson company?" Gemini asked as she cut off Akito's speech.
Akito cleared his throat again and said "Ahem. Yes, THE Mr.Song. He and his colleagues have fully booked the club for tonight. So I asked of you all to put on your best smile and give your all to make Mr.Song and company to enjoy their time here. Do you all understand?"
"YES!" all 12 hostess said.
"Good. Now shall we begin?" Akito said, smiling to all 12 hostess.
Right at 8pm, Mr. Song and his colleagues came through the door and made their way to their seats. 2 of StarShine's best hostess made their way to where Mr.Song was seated and started introducing themselves. Rin was paired up with Capricorn (as usual) making it the "table of sheep" as what the employee's always called it when Rin paired up with Capricorn.
*I'm ending it here for now...hahaha...shall post part b in a few days (hopefully)
To fall in love again and again,
could this have been done?
My heart beats to the sound of the rain,
On and on I run.
For the next few days, Rin worked from seven at night until three in the morning. She would then return to her tiny apartment and sleep until the sun was high above in the middle of the sky. Not once has she complained about the demanding attention her job commends. Never once, have she complained about the messed up sleep time she has. All she cares about is the pay that she's receiving. It felt great to not have to worry about money all the time, and her manager treated her quite well. However, Rin never really quite understand how the shop run. For example, there was a total of twelve girls working at StarShine. Each hostess will represent a certain horoscope; Rin happened to be Aries. Which ever horoscope they represent, it also became their nickname as well (nicknames were needed for security reasons, sometimes they get a few weird customers at the club). However, Rin's horoscope isn't Aries, which makes it a mystery how they assign who get's what horoscope. Although love relationship is not allowed in the store, a few of the hostess are dating the waiters and the bartender that worked there. But of course they dated in secret, no one knows who is dating and who is not.
As the clock struck five on the west wall of Rin's apartment, Rin started busying herself with putting on her jacket and tidying a bit before she left the house. As she locked her door and walked down the horrendous 6 flights of stairs before getting to the bottom of her apartment, she waved hello to the passing neighbors who have just got off work and are making their way to their apartments. Leisurely, Rin slowly made her way to StarShine, passing through the endless rows of branded boutiques that had clothes with price tags that showed more than five zeros. Walking for about thirty minutes, she turned down a familiar alley way to a hidden streets that only opens at night. Rin slipped through the door and into StarShine.
Just as she was about to open the door to the change room, a tall blond hair girl with athlete's thighs bumped into Rin, knocking her off her feet.
"Oh!! Aries, I'm so sorry, I didn't see you there!" the blond girl said, helping Rin on her feet.
"It's okay, no harm done" Rin said, smiling back. "Wow, Taurus you're earlier than usual."
"Hahaa, so you noticed? Yeah, I got off from my other job early today, so I came to StarShine a bit earlier than usual." Taurus replied. "You better change soon!"
"Yeah, I will, don't worry." Rin said, as she walked into the change room.
As she got in the change room, she went to her locker and opened it up to find a dress already prepared for her. The dress today was made entirely out of silk and was a strap-less long dress. Around the edges of the dress were decorated with crystals, while the dress itself was a midnight blue color. Just as she got her dress on, most of the other hostess were pouring into the change room and getting ready for the night. It was chaotic. The room was way too small to fit even 6 people it, never mind 8 people all at once. Everyone had to fight for hair pins and eyeliners. There was also a fight between two of the hostess to decide who should use the mirrors first.
After about 2 hours of the chaotic struggle and fighting, everyone was finally in their dress, their hair and make up all neatly styled and carefully put on. As usual, all 12 hostess stood in line as their manager examine each of them carefully, to make sure they are in their best of shape and was presentable to the clients. Akito, the manager, spend about 3 seconds more in front of Rin before moving on to the hostess beside her.
"Oh no!" Rin thought, "it must be because my hair is messy. I hope Akito isn't mad."
Rin stared into Akito's eyes, trying to use telepathy to understand what's going through his mind. Akito just smiled and moved on.
When he has finished examining all the hostess, he cleared his throat and began his "work speech" for the night.
"Ahem. As I have told you all yesterday, we have a really important client coming to our club tonight. That will be Mr. Song from the most successful trading company in Korea..." Akito said.
"Gasp! THE Mr.Song from Sungson company?" Gemini asked as she cut off Akito's speech.
Akito cleared his throat again and said "Ahem. Yes, THE Mr.Song. He and his colleagues have fully booked the club for tonight. So I asked of you all to put on your best smile and give your all to make Mr.Song and company to enjoy their time here. Do you all understand?"
"YES!" all 12 hostess said.
"Good. Now shall we begin?" Akito said, smiling to all 12 hostess.
Right at 8pm, Mr. Song and his colleagues came through the door and made their way to their seats. 2 of StarShine's best hostess made their way to where Mr.Song was seated and started introducing themselves. Rin was paired up with Capricorn (as usual) making it the "table of sheep" as what the employee's always called it when Rin paired up with Capricorn.
*I'm ending it here for now...hahaha...shall post part b in a few days (hopefully)
Thursday, August 26, 2010
working title (still have no name for this yet)
*me going to try continuing with the teaser thing from last week. so far i have not really decided on how the story would go. just going to come up with random stuff and see how they piece together.
so here's a prologue.
prologue
~~~
Seeing those wet cheeks on a sleeping face,
That is something that should not be seen.
Quickly, but slowly my heart starts to race,
all I want is a shoulder to lean.
"Failed again?" Tatsu asked, with a curious look on his face.
"Yes, and it's the third time this week too." Rin said, with her face in her hands.
"It's okay Rin, don't give up. Just try applying somewhere else." Tatsu said, putting his hand on Rin's shoulder for comfort. "There's plenty of places to work at."
"I have already been through ten interviews. But no one seems interested in hiring someone who didn't graduate from Todai." Rin said, she then sigh, "I guess it's not enough just to get a college degree these days."
Tatsu let out a sigh and took a sip of his cafe Americano and focus his attention on the untouched Cafe Latte in front of Rin. It was 4pm on a sunny Wednesday afternoon in August. Rin on the other hand, stared off to a place far from a local coffee shop in the Ginza district. This coffee shop was one of it's kind, where the owner grew and brew his own coffee beans. The opening times were awkward as well, the owner would only work from 7am to 2pm and only from Mondays to Friday. Beside the table that Tatsu and Rin sat at, there was one other table that was situated outside the small coffee shop decorated with a small bouquet of flowers sitting in the middle of the table.
"I'm really desperate this month too, I'm running out of money and if I asked my parents, I would get sent back to Chiba City." Rin said, the dark circles underneath her eyes just got darker, thinking about the bills she would have to pay for the month.
"Well, I have a suggestion, but, I'm not sure if you'll agree to it." Tatsu said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"What? Really? You are going to find me a job? Is it high paying?" Rin said excited, the circles underneath her eyes got lighter and her eyes lite up.
"Yes, one of my friends is in need of an employee. The job is also high paying, but it is not....how should I phase this? It is not something "suitable" for everyone" Tatsu said, there was a hint of sadness in his voice.
"I don't know if I'm suitable or not. But I'll try my best!" Rin said, as she reached out across the table to hold on to Tatsu's hands.
Tatsu blushed as Rin held his hands and he lowered his head a bit.
"It's best if you use this as a last option. Like if you really can't find a job by the end of this week." Tatsu mumbled.
"No! I'll take the job! I'm desperately in need of a job right now. So can you introduce me to this friend of your's?" Rin said, still holding on to Tatsu's hands.
"I don't know, if you should try for this job anymore." Tatsu muttered, not looking at Rin's eyes.
"What? Why? Is the job really hard and tiring? I don't mind, as long as I get paid." Rin said, tightening her grip on Tatsu's hands.
"It's because, the job requires working at night until early in the morning. It's tiring too." Tatsu said, trying to pull his hands away from Rin's iron grip, but at the same time he wanted Rin to hold on to them forever.
"I don't mind that! I'm jobless right now anyways. So what kind of job is it?" Rin said, her eyes entirely focused on Tatsu's face.
"My friend runs a hostess club and he's in need of a new hostess." Tatsu said, looking at Rin straight in the eye.
Rin loosen her grip and Tatsu quickly pulled his hands away and started massaging his red and swollen hands.
Rin lost all the exitement she had before and stared at her cup of cafe latte, not believing what Tatsu just said.
"Ummm, Rin? Are you okay?" Tatsu said, trying to figure out how Rin was taking it.
"What? Oh, um, you know what?" Rin said, pushing her chestnut brown hair back. "I think I'll try for this job.
"What? Are you serious? Why? It's not a job a girl like you should be doing." Tatsu said, jumping up and accidently spilling his cafe Americano on his pants.
"I thought about it briefly, and I really need money right now. So maybe I should try for this job. And work there until I find another one." Rin said looking up at the shocked Tatsu. "Besides, it's not like I'll get hired. I don't think I have the face or a body of a hostess."
Tatsu ignored the spilled coffee on his pants and sat back down. Taking in every word Rin just said.
He then said, "Yes, you're right. Besides, it's only temporary."
"So? Can you introduce me to this friend of yours then?" Rin asked.
"Sure, We can go there right now. It's close by here and he should be there setting up right now." Tatsu said as he and Rin got up and started heading for the hostess club.
~~
They walked for about 30 minutes as Tatsu lead Rin through the maze of clothing boutiques, resturants, and bars. They finally stopped in front of a rather tall building with two floors. On the top of the entrance was a enormous LED sign saying "Star Shine". Star Shine stood out from it's neighboring small bars and sushi resturants. The outside of the building was built entirely out of tinted glass and looking through the entrance there was a long staircase leading up to the second floor.
Tatsu and Rin made their way up the red-carpeted staircase and up to a small bar-like area with about twenty tables of various sizes and shapes. Behind the bar table was a tall, dark-haired man in his late twenties.
"Hey!" Tatsu shout out to the man behind the bar table.
The man looked up and smiled, as he made his way towards Tatsu.
"Hey to you too! It's been so long since we last saw each other." the man said, pulling Tatsu into a bear hug.
"Yeah, I know. Hey listen, I heard you needed a new hostess?" Tatsu said as he pulled away form the man's bear hug.
"Yes, I did." the man replied, then he turned towards Rin. "And would this lady be my new hostess?"
"Well, if you are planning to hire her." Tatsu said.
"You're hired then. Can you start today?" the man said.
"Um, well, I, YES!" Rin said, not knowing what to say. The shock of being hired right on the spot made her speechless.
"Well the, welcome to Star Shine and I'll be your manager. My name is Yamanoto Akito." Akito said, stretching his hand out.
"I'm Sakuna Rin. Please take good care of me." Rin said, shaking Akito's outstretched hand.
~~~~~~
end.
*so...this is what i have came up with. kekeke...so how does this lead to the teaser part from before? hahaa...even i don't know yet.
so here's a prologue.
prologue
~~~
Seeing those wet cheeks on a sleeping face,
That is something that should not be seen.
Quickly, but slowly my heart starts to race,
all I want is a shoulder to lean.
"Failed again?" Tatsu asked, with a curious look on his face.
"Yes, and it's the third time this week too." Rin said, with her face in her hands.
"It's okay Rin, don't give up. Just try applying somewhere else." Tatsu said, putting his hand on Rin's shoulder for comfort. "There's plenty of places to work at."
"I have already been through ten interviews. But no one seems interested in hiring someone who didn't graduate from Todai." Rin said, she then sigh, "I guess it's not enough just to get a college degree these days."
Tatsu let out a sigh and took a sip of his cafe Americano and focus his attention on the untouched Cafe Latte in front of Rin. It was 4pm on a sunny Wednesday afternoon in August. Rin on the other hand, stared off to a place far from a local coffee shop in the Ginza district. This coffee shop was one of it's kind, where the owner grew and brew his own coffee beans. The opening times were awkward as well, the owner would only work from 7am to 2pm and only from Mondays to Friday. Beside the table that Tatsu and Rin sat at, there was one other table that was situated outside the small coffee shop decorated with a small bouquet of flowers sitting in the middle of the table.
"I'm really desperate this month too, I'm running out of money and if I asked my parents, I would get sent back to Chiba City." Rin said, the dark circles underneath her eyes just got darker, thinking about the bills she would have to pay for the month.
"Well, I have a suggestion, but, I'm not sure if you'll agree to it." Tatsu said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"What? Really? You are going to find me a job? Is it high paying?" Rin said excited, the circles underneath her eyes got lighter and her eyes lite up.
"Yes, one of my friends is in need of an employee. The job is also high paying, but it is not....how should I phase this? It is not something "suitable" for everyone" Tatsu said, there was a hint of sadness in his voice.
"I don't know if I'm suitable or not. But I'll try my best!" Rin said, as she reached out across the table to hold on to Tatsu's hands.
Tatsu blushed as Rin held his hands and he lowered his head a bit.
"It's best if you use this as a last option. Like if you really can't find a job by the end of this week." Tatsu mumbled.
"No! I'll take the job! I'm desperately in need of a job right now. So can you introduce me to this friend of your's?" Rin said, still holding on to Tatsu's hands.
"I don't know, if you should try for this job anymore." Tatsu muttered, not looking at Rin's eyes.
"What? Why? Is the job really hard and tiring? I don't mind, as long as I get paid." Rin said, tightening her grip on Tatsu's hands.
"It's because, the job requires working at night until early in the morning. It's tiring too." Tatsu said, trying to pull his hands away from Rin's iron grip, but at the same time he wanted Rin to hold on to them forever.
"I don't mind that! I'm jobless right now anyways. So what kind of job is it?" Rin said, her eyes entirely focused on Tatsu's face.
"My friend runs a hostess club and he's in need of a new hostess." Tatsu said, looking at Rin straight in the eye.
Rin loosen her grip and Tatsu quickly pulled his hands away and started massaging his red and swollen hands.
Rin lost all the exitement she had before and stared at her cup of cafe latte, not believing what Tatsu just said.
"Ummm, Rin? Are you okay?" Tatsu said, trying to figure out how Rin was taking it.
"What? Oh, um, you know what?" Rin said, pushing her chestnut brown hair back. "I think I'll try for this job.
"What? Are you serious? Why? It's not a job a girl like you should be doing." Tatsu said, jumping up and accidently spilling his cafe Americano on his pants.
"I thought about it briefly, and I really need money right now. So maybe I should try for this job. And work there until I find another one." Rin said looking up at the shocked Tatsu. "Besides, it's not like I'll get hired. I don't think I have the face or a body of a hostess."
Tatsu ignored the spilled coffee on his pants and sat back down. Taking in every word Rin just said.
He then said, "Yes, you're right. Besides, it's only temporary."
"So? Can you introduce me to this friend of yours then?" Rin asked.
"Sure, We can go there right now. It's close by here and he should be there setting up right now." Tatsu said as he and Rin got up and started heading for the hostess club.
~~
They walked for about 30 minutes as Tatsu lead Rin through the maze of clothing boutiques, resturants, and bars. They finally stopped in front of a rather tall building with two floors. On the top of the entrance was a enormous LED sign saying "Star Shine". Star Shine stood out from it's neighboring small bars and sushi resturants. The outside of the building was built entirely out of tinted glass and looking through the entrance there was a long staircase leading up to the second floor.
Tatsu and Rin made their way up the red-carpeted staircase and up to a small bar-like area with about twenty tables of various sizes and shapes. Behind the bar table was a tall, dark-haired man in his late twenties.
"Hey!" Tatsu shout out to the man behind the bar table.
The man looked up and smiled, as he made his way towards Tatsu.
"Hey to you too! It's been so long since we last saw each other." the man said, pulling Tatsu into a bear hug.
"Yeah, I know. Hey listen, I heard you needed a new hostess?" Tatsu said as he pulled away form the man's bear hug.
"Yes, I did." the man replied, then he turned towards Rin. "And would this lady be my new hostess?"
"Well, if you are planning to hire her." Tatsu said.
"You're hired then. Can you start today?" the man said.
"Um, well, I, YES!" Rin said, not knowing what to say. The shock of being hired right on the spot made her speechless.
"Well the, welcome to Star Shine and I'll be your manager. My name is Yamanoto Akito." Akito said, stretching his hand out.
"I'm Sakuna Rin. Please take good care of me." Rin said, shaking Akito's outstretched hand.
~~~~~~
end.
*so...this is what i have came up with. kekeke...so how does this lead to the teaser part from before? hahaa...even i don't know yet.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
at work....
ah...thought i just bash a bit this time.
no fanfics this time.
just me bored at work
=.= so bored...
i tried to read fanfics but there was no good ones today.
then they author of Howl (kyuhae fanfic) didn't update since ..many weeks ago. so sad now.
want to know what happens next.
and
for the teaser and trial post i posted before.
mm...
no idea what im going to do with that right now....
i just suddenly thought of that off the top of my head. ....and when i tried to figure out what to write on it....my mind goes blank.
so that's why i've been playing these LG (little girls) dating sims game on my DS to find some interesting plot. something different from the usual asian dramas.
also watching kuroshitsuji season 2. okay so far. though it doesn't follow manga but it showed Soma Prince in ep 5! kekke....i like Soma prince...
mmm..
back to work now i guess...until i think of something to post.
=)
no fanfics this time.
just me bored at work
=.= so bored...
i tried to read fanfics but there was no good ones today.
then they author of Howl (kyuhae fanfic) didn't update since ..many weeks ago. so sad now.
want to know what happens next.
and
for the teaser and trial post i posted before.
mm...
no idea what im going to do with that right now....
i just suddenly thought of that off the top of my head. ....and when i tried to figure out what to write on it....my mind goes blank.
so that's why i've been playing these LG (little girls) dating sims game on my DS to find some interesting plot. something different from the usual asian dramas.
also watching kuroshitsuji season 2. okay so far. though it doesn't follow manga but it showed Soma Prince in ep 5! kekke....i like Soma prince...
mmm..
back to work now i guess...until i think of something to post.
=)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
teaser and trial.
trial #1
"I want to see you again." Akito said on the other side of the phone.
"I want to see you too." Rin said, tears starting to overflow.
Alone in her apartment, Rin tightly clutch onto the receiver, thinking it would fly away from her hands if she did. The apartment originally belonged to Akito, but he was no where in site. Slowly tears flowed from the corner of her eyes. Tears dropped softly on her bulging stomach, staining her satin red dress. The life inside of Rin was barely one month old. Before long it will grow ten times its current size.
"Where are you right now?" Rin cried.
"Somewhere far away from where you are." Akito grimly replied.
"When will you be back?" Rin asked, desperate to know Akito's whereabouts.
"Perhaps, not for a long time." Akito replied.
And the line was cut off.
"I want to see you again." Akito said on the other side of the phone.
"I want to see you too." Rin said, tears starting to overflow.
Alone in her apartment, Rin tightly clutch onto the receiver, thinking it would fly away from her hands if she did. The apartment originally belonged to Akito, but he was no where in site. Slowly tears flowed from the corner of her eyes. Tears dropped softly on her bulging stomach, staining her satin red dress. The life inside of Rin was barely one month old. Before long it will grow ten times its current size.
"Where are you right now?" Rin cried.
"Somewhere far away from where you are." Akito grimly replied.
"When will you be back?" Rin asked, desperate to know Akito's whereabouts.
"Perhaps, not for a long time." Akito replied.
And the line was cut off.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.6 (discussion)
After much thought, I think I'm going to end this fanfic with Ch.6.
Because I am running out of things to write about Heechul.
He is happy, Hankyung is happy, everyone's happy.
=.= Although I wish with all my might that Hankyung could had stayed in Suju. But it's not possible right now.
=)
it's going to be a happy ending...so stay tune!
Because I am running out of things to write about Heechul.
He is happy, Hankyung is happy, everyone's happy.
=.= Although I wish with all my might that Hankyung could had stayed in Suju. But it's not possible right now.
=)
it's going to be a happy ending...so stay tune!
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.6 (final)
* Again, quick reminder, story is fictional. None of it is real except for the characters.
Also decided to end the fanfic with chapter 6. Because I'm getting close to in the time line where Hankyung reveals he and SJ still has a mutual relationship. =)
As usual, plz beware of BAD ENGLISH and typos. hahaha.
Also switch some things around...Hankyung was "rumored" to have showed up in the Shanghai performance...but I made it in the Manila..just because it was the last of the the SS2 performance.
Ch.6 (final)
~~~~~
As scheduled, our last Super Show 2 performance was to be in Manila. We are currently waiting in the airport and ready to board the flight to Manila.
Every since the last call from Hankyung, he never contacted me. Even though he said he will. Never happened. I was a little frustrated at first, but now I'm just too excited to go to Manila to even care about it.
As usual, Siwon brought a cup of Starbucks coffee and sat down chatting with Eeteuk. Kyuhyun had his laptop open on his lap and is most probably playing Starcraft. Donghae, Ryeowook, Zhoumi and Henry were all chatting about Kpop girl-groups. Shindong and Sungmin taking Sulca pictures of themselves and uploading it on their Cyworld. Eunhyuk and Yesung were on the phone talking to someone.
So what am I doing? Of course on Twitter and reading through all my fans' replies.
As usual, our flight to Manila was a peaceful one.
~
"Ah! Manila's first Suju performance!" Donghae shouted, as he got off the plane.
"Aw, do we have to use the "VIP route" again? I want to see how the duty-free stores look like!" Zhoumi exclaimed.
"VIP route? OMG, my first VIP route in Manila! YEAH, going to post that on Facebook" Henry said.
"Can we sleep first? I didn't get much sleep, Sungmin kept taking Sulca pictures with me on the flight." Yesung complained.
"No. You are all going for rehearsal first. Because the concert is tomorrow. But I promise to treat you guys to something good afterward." Our manager said, herding everyone onto the bus and out of the airport.
Our rehearsal ended smoothly without any trouble. Or I should say, without MUCH trouble. Because this was our last stop for the tour and we have been performing for more than half the year now. Everyone was familiar with how the concert stage was set up (it was the same basic layout no matter which country we performed in.). Though some problems did arise. At first none of our mics were working. Then there was problems with the audio. As the staffs rushed to fix the "technical difficulties" we just started fooling around on the stage. We found the water guns that were going to be used in the concert and started a water-gun fight. By the time the staffs has sorted out the equipment, we were all drench in water from head to toe. But we started our rehearsal with seriousness.
~~~
As promised, our manager treated us to an exquisite Malaysian cuisine. We ate so much our bellies grew 3 sizes.
~~~ (10 minutes for the start of the concert)
"Okay, this is our last Super Show 2 concert, you guys, so let's give it all we have" Eeteuk said.
"WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR!" fans chanted.
"Wow, I think they are going to rip apart the stadium if we don't go out right now." Ryeowook said.
"No they won't. Don't be silly" Yesung said, pinching Ryeowook's cheeks.
"Okay, are you guys ready?" one of the staffs asked.
"YEAH! Let's do this! Fighting!" we all replied.
"Okay, Lights!" the staff yelled.
And with that, our last Super Show 2 concert started.
Like every other of our concerts, we gave it our all. We showed our fans the "immature" side of us and the serious side of us. When it was time for us to sing "Happiness", Kyuhyun suddenly said "Hankyung-hyung" and pointed towards the crowd.
We all turned our heads to where Kyuhyun was pointing and saw Hankyung waving at us. There was tears in his eyes.
At that moment, I wanted to jump off the stage and run towards him then pull him up to the stage.
I wanted very much for Hankyung to be with us, on the stage, performing with us.
I wanted Hankyung to be by my side. I also wanted time to stop, so we can treasure our last moment together, before Hankyung and I would no longer be together.
We would not be sleeping in the same dorm.
We would not be sharing the same food.
We would not be practicing together.
We would not be singing together or dancing together.
We would not be together like we used to.
Not anymore.
then Ryeowook's turn to sing.
"Let's stay together, You and I forever." Ryeowook sung.
I cried. We all cried. As we sung.
I think our fans might have started crying as well and everyone started to chant "Hankyung, Hankyung. Super Junior. Super Junior."
Suddenly all the sapphire blue glowsticks were turned off. The sapphire sea disappeared for an instant. Just to be replaced by sapphire lights that spelled "Forever 13" high up in the audience.
Forever 13. Forever together. Even though we are not physically together as a group. 13 hearts still connect together. Forming a team. A "team" that has no "I" but "we".
This is what I believed when I saw the words "forever 13".
I believed Hankyung made the right decision. I want to support him and hope he finds happiness. Even if I'm not there to celebrate it with him.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Ch.6 end
*good ending? bad ending?
=.= I wanted to end it nicely and not have a cliff hanger. but I also have no idea how to end it either.
Also decided to end the fanfic with chapter 6. Because I'm getting close to in the time line where Hankyung reveals he and SJ still has a mutual relationship. =)
As usual, plz beware of BAD ENGLISH and typos. hahaha.
Also switch some things around...Hankyung was "rumored" to have showed up in the Shanghai performance...but I made it in the Manila..just because it was the last of the the SS2 performance.
Ch.6 (final)
~~~~~
As scheduled, our last Super Show 2 performance was to be in Manila. We are currently waiting in the airport and ready to board the flight to Manila.
Every since the last call from Hankyung, he never contacted me. Even though he said he will. Never happened. I was a little frustrated at first, but now I'm just too excited to go to Manila to even care about it.
As usual, Siwon brought a cup of Starbucks coffee and sat down chatting with Eeteuk. Kyuhyun had his laptop open on his lap and is most probably playing Starcraft. Donghae, Ryeowook, Zhoumi and Henry were all chatting about Kpop girl-groups. Shindong and Sungmin taking Sulca pictures of themselves and uploading it on their Cyworld. Eunhyuk and Yesung were on the phone talking to someone.
So what am I doing? Of course on Twitter and reading through all my fans' replies.
As usual, our flight to Manila was a peaceful one.
~
"Ah! Manila's first Suju performance!" Donghae shouted, as he got off the plane.
"Aw, do we have to use the "VIP route" again? I want to see how the duty-free stores look like!" Zhoumi exclaimed.
"VIP route? OMG, my first VIP route in Manila! YEAH, going to post that on Facebook" Henry said.
"Can we sleep first? I didn't get much sleep, Sungmin kept taking Sulca pictures with me on the flight." Yesung complained.
"No. You are all going for rehearsal first. Because the concert is tomorrow. But I promise to treat you guys to something good afterward." Our manager said, herding everyone onto the bus and out of the airport.
Our rehearsal ended smoothly without any trouble. Or I should say, without MUCH trouble. Because this was our last stop for the tour and we have been performing for more than half the year now. Everyone was familiar with how the concert stage was set up (it was the same basic layout no matter which country we performed in.). Though some problems did arise. At first none of our mics were working. Then there was problems with the audio. As the staffs rushed to fix the "technical difficulties" we just started fooling around on the stage. We found the water guns that were going to be used in the concert and started a water-gun fight. By the time the staffs has sorted out the equipment, we were all drench in water from head to toe. But we started our rehearsal with seriousness.
~~~
As promised, our manager treated us to an exquisite Malaysian cuisine. We ate so much our bellies grew 3 sizes.
~~~ (10 minutes for the start of the concert)
"Okay, this is our last Super Show 2 concert, you guys, so let's give it all we have" Eeteuk said.
"WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR!" fans chanted.
"Wow, I think they are going to rip apart the stadium if we don't go out right now." Ryeowook said.
"No they won't. Don't be silly" Yesung said, pinching Ryeowook's cheeks.
"Okay, are you guys ready?" one of the staffs asked.
"YEAH! Let's do this! Fighting!" we all replied.
"Okay, Lights!" the staff yelled.
And with that, our last Super Show 2 concert started.
Like every other of our concerts, we gave it our all. We showed our fans the "immature" side of us and the serious side of us. When it was time for us to sing "Happiness", Kyuhyun suddenly said "Hankyung-hyung" and pointed towards the crowd.
We all turned our heads to where Kyuhyun was pointing and saw Hankyung waving at us. There was tears in his eyes.
At that moment, I wanted to jump off the stage and run towards him then pull him up to the stage.
I wanted very much for Hankyung to be with us, on the stage, performing with us.
I wanted Hankyung to be by my side. I also wanted time to stop, so we can treasure our last moment together, before Hankyung and I would no longer be together.
We would not be sleeping in the same dorm.
We would not be sharing the same food.
We would not be practicing together.
We would not be singing together or dancing together.
We would not be together like we used to.
Not anymore.
then Ryeowook's turn to sing.
"Let's stay together, You and I forever." Ryeowook sung.
I cried. We all cried. As we sung.
I think our fans might have started crying as well and everyone started to chant "Hankyung, Hankyung. Super Junior. Super Junior."
Suddenly all the sapphire blue glowsticks were turned off. The sapphire sea disappeared for an instant. Just to be replaced by sapphire lights that spelled "Forever 13" high up in the audience.
Forever 13. Forever together. Even though we are not physically together as a group. 13 hearts still connect together. Forming a team. A "team" that has no "I" but "we".
This is what I believed when I saw the words "forever 13".
I believed Hankyung made the right decision. I want to support him and hope he finds happiness. Even if I'm not there to celebrate it with him.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Ch.6 end
*good ending? bad ending?
=.= I wanted to end it nicely and not have a cliff hanger. but I also have no idea how to end it either.
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.5
Note* WOAH! Going to ch.5 now. =w= didn't give preview in CH.4 kekeke...because I'm writing this right after I wrote ch.4. =) Happy reading! (reading my bad english that is)
Ch.5
~~~
For the next few weeks, I started going to my schedules again and practicing for the remainder of the Super Show II concerts. I was even invited to start a new radio talk show called "Young Street". After Shindong started Twitter, I got myself a Twitter account as well. Going between the radio station and the practice room as well as posting on Twitter allowed me to forgot about Hankyung. Not forget him completely.
I told myself, Hankyung had his reasons for leaving SM, it was just as painful for him leaving as it was for me to see him leave. It was for the better, I kept reminding myself.
Now it has been 3 months since Hankyung left (and about a day after Eunhyuk tried to kill me on the rooftop of our dorm) I was getting out of bed and started to head towards the company to start on a parody dance of F(x)'s Chu for our upcoming concert in Shanghai. Our concert was coming up soon, so I have been practicing night and day to make sure the dance was perfect.
Just before I could reach the door of the dorm the phone rings.
"Oh no, it must be Eeteuk hyung rushing me and nagging about how it's not the first time I'm late again this week" I thought to myself.
I picked up the phone, "Teukkie, I'm coming, you dont' need to nag." I said.
"Who's nagging?" a familiar voice asked.
I almost dropped the phone when I heard HIM speak. It was so long, since I have heard that voice.
"Hankyung?" I asked.
"Well, of course it's me. Who else has this lovely voice?" Hankyung asked, jokingly.
I was in a mixture of happiness and anger, so I replied, "Obviously, you don't have a lovely voice."
"Haha, really now? So, how have you been?" Hankyung asked.
"Could be better." I said, trying to hold back on the bitterness that is rising in my throat.
"Look, I didn't mean to leave like this so suddenly. It's just that if I told you I was leaving when you were sober. You would have stopped me, and I couldn't have defied you." Hankyung said, a little hurt from hearing Heechul's reply.
"So you thought leaving me like you did made everything better?" I said in a mocking tone. "Do you know how..much I.........." I began to say, but decided it was not worth it.
"Hey. I apologized! Can't we still stay as friends? I know I was wrong for not contacting you in 3 months. But I was busy with other things, so I couldn't contact you." Hankyung said. "And Heechul, I still love you. Whether I'm in Super Junior or not, I still love you as much as I always did."
I was stunned for a bit. I slowly digested every word Hankyung said. Then I said "I love you too Hankyung." was I could say. Words were escaping me, but I managed to utter "What do you plan to do now?"
"You already know I'm suing SM right? Well, I'm also working on a solo album. We are still in the planning stage, and so far no recording as occured yet. Although I want to go into acting, I thought I should make myself known as a solo artist first. You know, to raise popularity?" Hankyung replied, relieved to hear I was no longer speaking in a mocking tone.
"That makes us rivals in China now?" I said.
"Haha, yeah, We're rivals now. Me versus Super Junior." Hankyung replied laughing.
Just then my cellphone rings. This time it must be Eeteuk I thought to myself.
"I have to go now. Eeteuk is calling." I said, a little sad that I could not talk to Hankyung for a longer time.
"Okay, I'll contact you again. Please tell the other members I am sorry and I miss them a lot." Hankyung said.
I hung up and rushed to the practice room. I was 30 minutes late, but that was okay, because when I told the other members I contacted Hankyung, everyone forgot I was late to practice.
~~~
I gave everything I had in practice that day. I even told our manager to give us an extra 2 hours of practice time for the concert. By the end of the day everyone was so angry at me for practicing over time. But because they were too exhausted to do anything about it they just laid on the floor and were panting for air.
"We're ready for our concert in a few days now!" I cried, not one bit tired from practice.
"OF COURSE WE"RE READY!" Kyuhyun panted, almost out of breathe. "We practiced so much today that I can't even move my body anymore."
"Aish, Kyuhyun-ah you only know how to complain. You need to work on dancing the most. I'm being nice today, so that our fans won't call you a "dancing black hole" anymore."I replied, pulling Kyuhyun into a half-nelson.
"Ah! Can you two stop breathing my air?!" Sungmin exclaimed, "the practice room is already hot enough without you two adding oil to fire."
"Sungmin's right. We need to get out of here and get some air." Eeteuk said, his whole body drenched in sweat.
"Okay, fine. Since I'm feeling generous today I'll treat you guys to drinks. How about that?" I said, getting up and heading for the door.
"YES!!!!!!!!!! " everyone said, and bolted out of the practice room at lightening speed.
~~~
Like I promised, I treated them to drinks. We all drank until Ryeowook and Sungmin passed out.
"Ah, they're so weak." Shindong said. "Only one can of beer and they're knocked out."
"Ah. good for me then." I said jokingly. "Save me some money."
"Hahaha, oh well. They're not heavy drinkers to began with." Eunhyuk said drinking his orange juice. He was obligated to never let alcohol touch his lips.
"Ha! Me and Hankyung we could drink 12 cans each and not pass out." I said.
"Hankyung hyung didn't let Ryeowook drink in China, because he would get a hang over the next morning if he did." Donghae said, staring at his half empty can of beer.
"Hankyung hyung made sure I didn't drink too much. Since my skin isn't good and drinking just made it worst." Kyuhyun said.
"Hankyung hyung won't had...." Siwon began. Then Donghae started crying. At first it was quiet sniffs then tears came out. Before long, Donghae was hiccuping and wailing.
Eunhyuk was the next to cry. As if crying was contiguous everyone started to cry.
The thoughts of Hankyung affected everyone that night (except Ryeowook and Sungmin). We all started comforting each other and wiping each other's tears away.
This time I was not as depressed. Because I had Super Junior, who cried with me. We cried together because there is no "I" in "team" and Super Junior was a "team".
But we were also a "family". A family looks out for each other. Tears and joy has their equal share among family members.
~~~~
Ch.5 end.
*kekeke, finally getting to the part why this fanfic is called "there's no I in team". =) and yes, I believe Super Junior is a family. ELFs are part of this family too. hehehe...
It seems like I might be able to finish this in 6 or 7 chs.
Ch.5
~~~
For the next few weeks, I started going to my schedules again and practicing for the remainder of the Super Show II concerts. I was even invited to start a new radio talk show called "Young Street". After Shindong started Twitter, I got myself a Twitter account as well. Going between the radio station and the practice room as well as posting on Twitter allowed me to forgot about Hankyung. Not forget him completely.
I told myself, Hankyung had his reasons for leaving SM, it was just as painful for him leaving as it was for me to see him leave. It was for the better, I kept reminding myself.
Now it has been 3 months since Hankyung left (and about a day after Eunhyuk tried to kill me on the rooftop of our dorm) I was getting out of bed and started to head towards the company to start on a parody dance of F(x)'s Chu for our upcoming concert in Shanghai. Our concert was coming up soon, so I have been practicing night and day to make sure the dance was perfect.
Just before I could reach the door of the dorm the phone rings.
"Oh no, it must be Eeteuk hyung rushing me and nagging about how it's not the first time I'm late again this week" I thought to myself.
I picked up the phone, "Teukkie, I'm coming, you dont' need to nag." I said.
"Who's nagging?" a familiar voice asked.
I almost dropped the phone when I heard HIM speak. It was so long, since I have heard that voice.
"Hankyung?" I asked.
"Well, of course it's me. Who else has this lovely voice?" Hankyung asked, jokingly.
I was in a mixture of happiness and anger, so I replied, "Obviously, you don't have a lovely voice."
"Haha, really now? So, how have you been?" Hankyung asked.
"Could be better." I said, trying to hold back on the bitterness that is rising in my throat.
"Look, I didn't mean to leave like this so suddenly. It's just that if I told you I was leaving when you were sober. You would have stopped me, and I couldn't have defied you." Hankyung said, a little hurt from hearing Heechul's reply.
"So you thought leaving me like you did made everything better?" I said in a mocking tone. "Do you know how..much I.........." I began to say, but decided it was not worth it.
"Hey. I apologized! Can't we still stay as friends? I know I was wrong for not contacting you in 3 months. But I was busy with other things, so I couldn't contact you." Hankyung said. "And Heechul, I still love you. Whether I'm in Super Junior or not, I still love you as much as I always did."
I was stunned for a bit. I slowly digested every word Hankyung said. Then I said "I love you too Hankyung." was I could say. Words were escaping me, but I managed to utter "What do you plan to do now?"
"You already know I'm suing SM right? Well, I'm also working on a solo album. We are still in the planning stage, and so far no recording as occured yet. Although I want to go into acting, I thought I should make myself known as a solo artist first. You know, to raise popularity?" Hankyung replied, relieved to hear I was no longer speaking in a mocking tone.
"That makes us rivals in China now?" I said.
"Haha, yeah, We're rivals now. Me versus Super Junior." Hankyung replied laughing.
Just then my cellphone rings. This time it must be Eeteuk I thought to myself.
"I have to go now. Eeteuk is calling." I said, a little sad that I could not talk to Hankyung for a longer time.
"Okay, I'll contact you again. Please tell the other members I am sorry and I miss them a lot." Hankyung said.
I hung up and rushed to the practice room. I was 30 minutes late, but that was okay, because when I told the other members I contacted Hankyung, everyone forgot I was late to practice.
~~~
I gave everything I had in practice that day. I even told our manager to give us an extra 2 hours of practice time for the concert. By the end of the day everyone was so angry at me for practicing over time. But because they were too exhausted to do anything about it they just laid on the floor and were panting for air.
"We're ready for our concert in a few days now!" I cried, not one bit tired from practice.
"OF COURSE WE"RE READY!" Kyuhyun panted, almost out of breathe. "We practiced so much today that I can't even move my body anymore."
"Aish, Kyuhyun-ah you only know how to complain. You need to work on dancing the most. I'm being nice today, so that our fans won't call you a "dancing black hole" anymore."I replied, pulling Kyuhyun into a half-nelson.
"Ah! Can you two stop breathing my air?!" Sungmin exclaimed, "the practice room is already hot enough without you two adding oil to fire."
"Sungmin's right. We need to get out of here and get some air." Eeteuk said, his whole body drenched in sweat.
"Okay, fine. Since I'm feeling generous today I'll treat you guys to drinks. How about that?" I said, getting up and heading for the door.
"YES!!!!!!!!!! " everyone said, and bolted out of the practice room at lightening speed.
~~~
Like I promised, I treated them to drinks. We all drank until Ryeowook and Sungmin passed out.
"Ah, they're so weak." Shindong said. "Only one can of beer and they're knocked out."
"Ah. good for me then." I said jokingly. "Save me some money."
"Hahaha, oh well. They're not heavy drinkers to began with." Eunhyuk said drinking his orange juice. He was obligated to never let alcohol touch his lips.
"Ha! Me and Hankyung we could drink 12 cans each and not pass out." I said.
"Hankyung hyung didn't let Ryeowook drink in China, because he would get a hang over the next morning if he did." Donghae said, staring at his half empty can of beer.
"Hankyung hyung made sure I didn't drink too much. Since my skin isn't good and drinking just made it worst." Kyuhyun said.
"Hankyung hyung won't had...." Siwon began. Then Donghae started crying. At first it was quiet sniffs then tears came out. Before long, Donghae was hiccuping and wailing.
Eunhyuk was the next to cry. As if crying was contiguous everyone started to cry.
The thoughts of Hankyung affected everyone that night (except Ryeowook and Sungmin). We all started comforting each other and wiping each other's tears away.
This time I was not as depressed. Because I had Super Junior, who cried with me. We cried together because there is no "I" in "team" and Super Junior was a "team".
But we were also a "family". A family looks out for each other. Tears and joy has their equal share among family members.
~~~~
Ch.5 end.
*kekeke, finally getting to the part why this fanfic is called "there's no I in team". =) and yes, I believe Super Junior is a family. ELFs are part of this family too. hehehe...
It seems like I might be able to finish this in 6 or 7 chs.
There's no "I" in "team" Ch.4
author's note: I suddenly thoguht of something to write for this ch. I shall try to end it in 10 chs. Then I'll start working on kyuteuk fanfic.
Ch.4
~~
It has been two months since Hankyung left without saying anything. It also has been 2 months since I last talked to anyone.
Everyday felt like a nightmare that won't end. I was tired all the time, had no appetite and did not went to practice with the other members.
My manger came everyday to pursue me to attend to my schedules and to practice for the upcoming 4th album.
But I ignored him, I didn't want a 4h album with no Hankyung. It didn't feel right.
I felt like there's no "Super Junior" without "Hankyung".
The days went past with me on the computer gathering every article and every rumor that was available on the internet about Hankyung's whereabouts.
Hankyung's cellphone was unavaliable, and when I phoned his house in China, his parents said they haven't seen him. No one in SM has seen or heard from him either.
It was most probable that Hankyung was no longer in Seoul or Korea for that matter.
Just when Hankyung have left Super Junior for 2 months, a surprising news appeared on television.
"In the next segment of today's news. Hankyung of Super Junior held a meeting with news reporter all over Seoul to reveal his leave in Korea's most popular boyband Super Junior."
the news lady reported, one night when most of the Super Junior members were at the dorm.
"Hyung, Hyung! Heechul hyung you better come see this. " Ryeowook said, as he burst into my room.
"I don't want to." I replied, half asleep.
"It's Hankyung hyung! he's on TV right now!" Ryeowook cried, dragging me off my bed and into the couch in the living room. My heart raced, as Ryeowook pulled me into the living room.
"Hankyung? On TV?" I thought.
"I would like to express my deepest apology to Super Junior fans around the world. But because of certain reasons, I decided to terminate my contract with SM Entertainment and I decided to go into acting." Hankyung said with tears in his eyes. "I beg for forgiveness from my fans and from the members of Super Junior. And I would like everyone to know, I have thought of this for a really long time and it was not a spur of the moment decision. On top of that, I will be suing SM entertainment for human rights reasons."
I sat on the couch, dumbfounded. Hankyung suing SM? It didn't seem like somethinig he would do. Knowing him for 5 years now, Hankyung didn't seem like the type of person to do something like this. He has always been a mild person and kept everything to himself.
"Suing SM? What is he thinking?" Kyuhyun exclaimed. "This is not right."
"It was bound to happen soon." Eeteuk said, sighing. "The way his manager treated him."
"I...I......." Donghae began to say, as he choked back the tears.
"It's alright Donghae. Don't cry." Eunhyuk said, pulling Donghae into his arms. "It's alright. Hankyung has made his decision. We should support him."
"I feel Hankyung hyung's pain. Although I agree with him leaving the group. I didn't think he would go as far as SUING SM" Siwon said aloud.
No one said anything afterwards. As the clock slowly ticked away. Each of the members slowly made their way back to their rooms without saying anything to each other.
I was left by myself on the couch. I didn't know what to think or what to do. I just wanted to sit there, in the living room, and the clock slowly tick away. Tic Toc Tic Toc, wishing the clock would move backwards. Back to when Hankyung was still in the dorm.
~~~~~ (several days later)
"Hyung, you have to eat." Eunhyuk said, placing a tray of food in front of me.
"No, it's okay. I'm really tired right now Hyukkie. I'm going back to my room" I replied.
"Hyung, don't be like this. You lost so much weight ever since that incident." Eunhyuk said, pushing the tray of food towards me.
"NO! I said I'm tired, so leave me alone!" I said angrily. Then I started to get up and headed for my room.
"Come on, hyung, get over it! You know Hankyung's not coming back! Didn't you see the news? Hankyung's suing SM. There's no way he'll be back." Eunhyuk cried, as he rushed up to me and tried to drag me back to the tray of food.
"Shut up! Just shut up. I don't want to know about what Hankyung's doing. All I want right now is to sleep." I said, trying to get Eunhyuk off me.
"Hyung! Why won't you listen?" Eunhyuk said, he was on the verge of tears. "I need you! No, Super Junior needs you!"
Eunhyuk's words hit me like a cold burst of wind in a winter morning.
It felt like I just woke up from a long dream.
He was right, I'm not alone.
Super Junior needs me the most right now. Now that Hankyung's gone.
There was also the other members to think about. They are equally as upset about Hankyung leaving SM as I was. I wasn't alone. I wasn't suffering by myself. I wasn't the only one who miss Hankyung.
However, Eunhyuk's words didn't really make me feel any better. I just felt more depressed, thinking how the other members are equally as sad as I was.
"Hyung, it's going to be okay. Even though there's only 10 of us left in Super Junior. Everything will be fine." Eunhyuk said, pulling me into a hug. "We have to be strong and support Hankyung's decision."
"Hyukkie.....Do you think what Hankyung did was right?" I asked, hugging him back.
"I think he made the right decision. He didn't need to endure the pain anymore. He's free now. As a team, we should respect that." Eunhyuk replied, tightening his grip on me.
"Perhaps you are right. It was for the best." I said, not believing myself.
That night, I decided to eat with the rest of the members. Everyone was happy to see me eating again and out of my room. Although I wasn't in the mood to talk. No one questioned how quiet I have become. They were all glad to see me again. I too was glad to know I wasn't suffering alone. Everyone was there to share my pain. As I ate my meal in silence, I began to think how lucky I was to be part of Super Junior.
~~~~
End of Ch. 4
* Is my english improving? Haha ...maybe not. But I did make Heechul feel better!
=.= I like Heechul cried alot when I first heard Hankyung left Super Junior. But now I decided to support him in his solo career. Maybe it was a turn for the better?
Ch.4
~~
It has been two months since Hankyung left without saying anything. It also has been 2 months since I last talked to anyone.
Everyday felt like a nightmare that won't end. I was tired all the time, had no appetite and did not went to practice with the other members.
My manger came everyday to pursue me to attend to my schedules and to practice for the upcoming 4th album.
But I ignored him, I didn't want a 4h album with no Hankyung. It didn't feel right.
I felt like there's no "Super Junior" without "Hankyung".
The days went past with me on the computer gathering every article and every rumor that was available on the internet about Hankyung's whereabouts.
Hankyung's cellphone was unavaliable, and when I phoned his house in China, his parents said they haven't seen him. No one in SM has seen or heard from him either.
It was most probable that Hankyung was no longer in Seoul or Korea for that matter.
Just when Hankyung have left Super Junior for 2 months, a surprising news appeared on television.
"In the next segment of today's news. Hankyung of Super Junior held a meeting with news reporter all over Seoul to reveal his leave in Korea's most popular boyband Super Junior."
the news lady reported, one night when most of the Super Junior members were at the dorm.
"Hyung, Hyung! Heechul hyung you better come see this. " Ryeowook said, as he burst into my room.
"I don't want to." I replied, half asleep.
"It's Hankyung hyung! he's on TV right now!" Ryeowook cried, dragging me off my bed and into the couch in the living room. My heart raced, as Ryeowook pulled me into the living room.
"Hankyung? On TV?" I thought.
"I would like to express my deepest apology to Super Junior fans around the world. But because of certain reasons, I decided to terminate my contract with SM Entertainment and I decided to go into acting." Hankyung said with tears in his eyes. "I beg for forgiveness from my fans and from the members of Super Junior. And I would like everyone to know, I have thought of this for a really long time and it was not a spur of the moment decision. On top of that, I will be suing SM entertainment for human rights reasons."
I sat on the couch, dumbfounded. Hankyung suing SM? It didn't seem like somethinig he would do. Knowing him for 5 years now, Hankyung didn't seem like the type of person to do something like this. He has always been a mild person and kept everything to himself.
"Suing SM? What is he thinking?" Kyuhyun exclaimed. "This is not right."
"It was bound to happen soon." Eeteuk said, sighing. "The way his manager treated him."
"I...I......." Donghae began to say, as he choked back the tears.
"It's alright Donghae. Don't cry." Eunhyuk said, pulling Donghae into his arms. "It's alright. Hankyung has made his decision. We should support him."
"I feel Hankyung hyung's pain. Although I agree with him leaving the group. I didn't think he would go as far as SUING SM" Siwon said aloud.
No one said anything afterwards. As the clock slowly ticked away. Each of the members slowly made their way back to their rooms without saying anything to each other.
I was left by myself on the couch. I didn't know what to think or what to do. I just wanted to sit there, in the living room, and the clock slowly tick away. Tic Toc Tic Toc, wishing the clock would move backwards. Back to when Hankyung was still in the dorm.
~~~~~ (several days later)
"Hyung, you have to eat." Eunhyuk said, placing a tray of food in front of me.
"No, it's okay. I'm really tired right now Hyukkie. I'm going back to my room" I replied.
"Hyung, don't be like this. You lost so much weight ever since that incident." Eunhyuk said, pushing the tray of food towards me.
"NO! I said I'm tired, so leave me alone!" I said angrily. Then I started to get up and headed for my room.
"Come on, hyung, get over it! You know Hankyung's not coming back! Didn't you see the news? Hankyung's suing SM. There's no way he'll be back." Eunhyuk cried, as he rushed up to me and tried to drag me back to the tray of food.
"Shut up! Just shut up. I don't want to know about what Hankyung's doing. All I want right now is to sleep." I said, trying to get Eunhyuk off me.
"Hyung! Why won't you listen?" Eunhyuk said, he was on the verge of tears. "I need you! No, Super Junior needs you!"
Eunhyuk's words hit me like a cold burst of wind in a winter morning.
It felt like I just woke up from a long dream.
He was right, I'm not alone.
Super Junior needs me the most right now. Now that Hankyung's gone.
There was also the other members to think about. They are equally as upset about Hankyung leaving SM as I was. I wasn't alone. I wasn't suffering by myself. I wasn't the only one who miss Hankyung.
However, Eunhyuk's words didn't really make me feel any better. I just felt more depressed, thinking how the other members are equally as sad as I was.
"Hyung, it's going to be okay. Even though there's only 10 of us left in Super Junior. Everything will be fine." Eunhyuk said, pulling me into a hug. "We have to be strong and support Hankyung's decision."
"Hyukkie.....Do you think what Hankyung did was right?" I asked, hugging him back.
"I think he made the right decision. He didn't need to endure the pain anymore. He's free now. As a team, we should respect that." Eunhyuk replied, tightening his grip on me.
"Perhaps you are right. It was for the best." I said, not believing myself.
That night, I decided to eat with the rest of the members. Everyone was happy to see me eating again and out of my room. Although I wasn't in the mood to talk. No one questioned how quiet I have become. They were all glad to see me again. I too was glad to know I wasn't suffering alone. Everyone was there to share my pain. As I ate my meal in silence, I began to think how lucky I was to be part of Super Junior.
~~~~
End of Ch. 4
* Is my english improving? Haha ...maybe not. But I did make Heechul feel better!
=.= I like Heechul cried alot when I first heard Hankyung left Super Junior. But now I decided to support him in his solo career. Maybe it was a turn for the better?
Accidents that shouldn't happen.
characters: kyuteuk (may include other Suju members)
length: no idea yet
note: I only own the plot, and it's FICTIONAL! okay? none of it is real, except for the ppl themselves.
beware of bad english
PG (for now..)
Ch.1
"BANG!"
The back bumper of his BMW became dented and the sound of paint scrapping off could be heard. Other shoppers with their shopping carts paused to take a better look.
Just a few seconds before Eeteuk pulled back from the parking spot at Walmart, and due to his poor driving skills and amazing bad luck crashed into a navy blue Samsung* car.
*(i remmebered kyuhyun's car as being Samsung. I might be wrong. and yes, Samsung makes cars..in korea anyways)
Painfully, Eeteuk got out of his car to survey the damage. At the same time, the other driver also got out of his car.
"hey! I'm really sorry, I should had looked first" Eeteuk apologized. He looked up to find a rather tall and handsome guy in his early 20's. Then Eeteuk notcied a rose border and sparkles surrounding him. Then there were floating hearts that appeared in front of his eyes. Just like the CG add-on graphics in Asian dramas.
"Maybe you should had?" the other man growled, glaring at Eeteuk. Eeteuk stared into this deep brown eyes, forgetting where he was for a second. Suddenly he woke up from his fantasy.
"Look, I'm really sorry, I'll pay for your repairs. Give me you phone number and your name." Eeteuk said, quickly running back to his car to grab a paper and pen.
"YOU should give me your phone number AND your name." the other man said, in a low tone.
"How would I know if you're going to call me about the repairs?"
Eeteuk mentally slapped himself. "What have gotten into you, Park Jeong-su? Of course I should be the one giving the name and number" Eeteuk thought to himself, as he wrote down his phone number and his name adding a heart at the end of his name.
The other man took the slip of paper and stared at Eeteuk with a confused look.
"You like adding hearts at the end of you name?" the other man asked.
"Woah? What? I do?" Eeteuk replied, just as shocked and confused as the other man. The othe man showed the piece of paper to Eeteuk, indeed there was a heart beside his name.
"I, I...I ...didn't..." Eeteuk began to say.
"It's fine, whatever. I'm in a hurry" the other man replied, as he walked towards his car, started his engine and sped off.
"What is wrong with me today? not enough sleep? Yeah, maybe i didn't sleep enough yesterday." Eeteuk thought to himself.
Then he noticed a crowd of shoppers and shopping carts surrounding him. There were whispers and finger pointing.
"oh no, I should get out of here....." Eeteuk said out loud to himself, causing snickering from the crowd around him.
~~~
end of ch.1
author's note: kinda short. i know...just suddenly ranout of ideas....besides i'm writig this at work
=) happy reading?
length: no idea yet
note: I only own the plot, and it's FICTIONAL! okay? none of it is real, except for the ppl themselves.
beware of bad english
PG (for now..)
Ch.1
"BANG!"
The back bumper of his BMW became dented and the sound of paint scrapping off could be heard. Other shoppers with their shopping carts paused to take a better look.
Just a few seconds before Eeteuk pulled back from the parking spot at Walmart, and due to his poor driving skills and amazing bad luck crashed into a navy blue Samsung* car.
*(i remmebered kyuhyun's car as being Samsung. I might be wrong. and yes, Samsung makes cars..in korea anyways)
Painfully, Eeteuk got out of his car to survey the damage. At the same time, the other driver also got out of his car.
"hey! I'm really sorry, I should had looked first" Eeteuk apologized. He looked up to find a rather tall and handsome guy in his early 20's. Then Eeteuk notcied a rose border and sparkles surrounding him. Then there were floating hearts that appeared in front of his eyes. Just like the CG add-on graphics in Asian dramas.
"Maybe you should had?" the other man growled, glaring at Eeteuk. Eeteuk stared into this deep brown eyes, forgetting where he was for a second. Suddenly he woke up from his fantasy.
"Look, I'm really sorry, I'll pay for your repairs. Give me you phone number and your name." Eeteuk said, quickly running back to his car to grab a paper and pen.
"YOU should give me your phone number AND your name." the other man said, in a low tone.
"How would I know if you're going to call me about the repairs?"
Eeteuk mentally slapped himself. "What have gotten into you, Park Jeong-su? Of course I should be the one giving the name and number" Eeteuk thought to himself, as he wrote down his phone number and his name adding a heart at the end of his name.
The other man took the slip of paper and stared at Eeteuk with a confused look.
"You like adding hearts at the end of you name?" the other man asked.
"Woah? What? I do?" Eeteuk replied, just as shocked and confused as the other man. The othe man showed the piece of paper to Eeteuk, indeed there was a heart beside his name.
"I, I...I ...didn't..." Eeteuk began to say.
"It's fine, whatever. I'm in a hurry" the other man replied, as he walked towards his car, started his engine and sped off.
"What is wrong with me today? not enough sleep? Yeah, maybe i didn't sleep enough yesterday." Eeteuk thought to himself.
Then he noticed a crowd of shoppers and shopping carts surrounding him. There were whispers and finger pointing.
"oh no, I should get out of here....." Eeteuk said out loud to himself, causing snickering from the crowd around him.
~~~
end of ch.1
author's note: kinda short. i know...just suddenly ranout of ideas....besides i'm writig this at work
=) happy reading?
just noticed
just noticed i haven't sign in for a long time
just noticed im having writers block. and have no idea how to begin writing ch.4 of my fanfic...
just noticed i started to like U-kiss (but of course they are still 2nd to Suju)
haha...
shall start new fanfic.
right now i feel like a kyuteuk fanfic. because of their adorableness (if that is even a word)
just noticed im having writers block. and have no idea how to begin writing ch.4 of my fanfic...
just noticed i started to like U-kiss (but of course they are still 2nd to Suju)
haha...
shall start new fanfic.
right now i feel like a kyuteuk fanfic. because of their adorableness (if that is even a word)
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.3
Note: My frnd got angry at me for making Heechul look so useless. Hahaha...I'll have to try to make this chapter a little more "happier" for her. No idea how to do that. But I'll do my best.
once again. This is ALL FICTIONAL! Heechul + SJ members did not say or do any of this.
Ch.3
After the meeting, our managers told us that they canceled all our schedule for the day, to give us some time to think and "recover" as he called it from the shock. After all the managers left, none of the members moved and no one talked. Everyone was either looking at the ceiling or the table or just staring at the wall. But no one dared to look at each other. I think I was probably the first one to move.
I got up, but Leeteuk grabbed my arm and asked where I was going. I didn't say anything. I gently removed his hand and walked out the door. Even as I left the room, no one came after me.
I didn't know where I was headed to, but my mind took my body to the emergency fire exit and began to climb to the top.
Once I got to the last flight of steps, I opened the door to the rooftop. At that time, there were two staffs chatting to each other.
My body automatically walked towards the steel fence that surrounded the rooftop and began to climb over the fence.
The two staffs must have heard the clinking of the metal as I climbed up the fence, and quickly rushed over to where I was. They began to shout at me and tried desperately to pull me back down. They were stronger than I was and eventually pulled me away from the fence and from the danger that awaited on the other side.
All I remembered afterward was the staffs shouting at me and I was on the floor. One of the staffs left to find help. Later he came back with the remaining Super Junior members. By the time the members were at the rooftop, I had my face in the palms of my hands and I was shaking uncontrollably. I kept crying Hankyung's name.
~ (a week later)
"Hey, Heebum." I said, cuddling the tiny fur ball into my arms. "How about we go drinking?"
"meow~" Heebum replied, looking up at me with his green eyes.
"What do you mean you don't drink?" I said, frustrated. "If you're not going to drink with me, who will?"
"meow~ meow~" Heebum replied, trying to escape from my grasp.
"Hey! Where are you going?" I shouted as Heebum jumped out from my arm and headed for the door. "Are you going to leave me too?"
Tears started to pour out from my eyes again.
"FINE! Leave me...lea...ve....me, dont' come back!" I choked, "I don't need you and I dont' need Hankyung!"
That was a lie.
I knew better than anyone else that I needed Hankyung. I didn't only want him to be by my side. I HAD to have Hankyung with me.
But I continued to lie to myself. I lied to myself about how Hankyung is going to walk into my room and said it was all a joke and that he didn't really mean it when he said he'll leave Super Junior.
The biggest lie must had been thinking that everything would be back to the way it was before.
Hankyung would be by my side again, and we would be laughing, drinking, playing, singing and dancing together.
In the end, I ended up crying alone.
I wasn't the only one who was upset over "that" incident. Kyuhyun refused to talk to anyone after we got home after the meeting that day. Leeteuk and Eunhyuk tried their best to lighten the mood. But it didn't work. Ryeowook also did his best to cook for the members to cheer them up. No one commented on his cooking. Everyone just ate in silence.
The members of SJM were probably affected the most, without their leader, they had no idea what will happen to SJM. Especially with Zhoumi and Henry.
"That" incident was different, we couldn't just apologize like with Kangin's drink and drive. We couldn't forget all about what happened and say sorry to Hankyung. It wasn't that simple, it was far too complicated and involved too many people. What happened to Hankyung and what made him leave SM was far from simple.
As I watched Heebum walk out of my room, my conversation with Hankyung on the rooftop just a month ago began to come back to me.
~(one month ago)
Me and Hankyung were up on the rooftop with several cans of soju. I just recently came back from visiting my family out in the country and couldn't wait to tell Hankyung all about it. I began talking about how my mother over-reacted when she saw me coming home. Then I told him that I got into an argument with my dad again over some silly thing. I also told him about how I met up with some old friends of mines from highschool and how we had a cross-dressing contest to see who was the prettiest.
"Hahaha, so who was the prettiest then?" Hankyung asked, taking a sip from his soju.
"Do you even need to ask? Of course your loving wife!" I replied, playfully punching him.
"Hahaha, of course of course. No one's prettier than our Chullie." Hankyung laughed.
then there was a moment of silence
Suddenly, Hankyung began cry. I became startled
"Woah! Hankyung what's wrong? Did my prettiness make you cry?" I asked jokingly.
"Haha...it's...it's ..no...nnnoott that" Hankyung replied, as he wiped his tears away with the back of his hand. "I was just thinking of how much fun you had."
"Then shouldn't that make you happy?" I asked, worried.
"I...I...wa...was thinking of my family. Hhhooww I haven't seen them for half a year now." Hankyung replied, taking another sip from his soju. Staring at his can of soju, he continued, "I tried asking for a break to return to China to see my family. My manager told me that my schedule is too busy, and that there's not enough time for me to take a week off."
"What about when you were in China for Super Girl promotions? Did you get to see your family then?" I asked.
"No, there wasn't enough time, we kept going to different places." Hankyung grimly replied.
Wiping the last of his tears, Hankyung turned to me and smiled saying, "It's okay, I was just hoping for too much. Even though I've asked my manager a million times for a break to see my family, the answer has been the same."
I wrapped my arm around Hankyung's shoulder.
"Hey! You have ME! And my family. You're always welcomed at my family! Heck, my mom even asked why you didn't come to visit as well." I said, returning a smile to Hankyung.
"Haha, your mom really said that?" Hankyung asked, curiously.
"Yeah! You're part of my family now, and you can think of my mom and dad as your own mom and dad!" I replied, giving Hankyung the biggest smile I can muster.
"Hey, thanks. It means alot." Hankyung said.
~
This was probably one of the time I've gave the wrong reaction. Maybe I should had gone up to Hankyung's manager and told him straight in the face, Hankyung needs a break and he needs it now. Then arrange a plane ticket and a whole months break for him to spend time with his family.
Would that had changed Hankyung's mind?
Would that have kept Hankyung by my side for a while longer?
Maybe it didn't matter.
~
Ch.3 end
Ch.4 teaser
"Hyung, you have to eat." Eunhyuk said, placing a tray of food in front of me.
"No, it's okay. I'm really tired right now Hyukkie. I'm going back to my room" I replied.
"Hyung, don't be like this. You lost so much weight ever since that incident." Eunhyuk said, pushing the tray of food towards me.
"NO! I said I'm tired, so leave me alone!" I said angrily. Then I started to get up and headed for me room.
"Come on, hyung, get over it! You know Hankyung's not coming back! Didn't you see the news? Hankyung's suing SM. There's no way he'll be back." Eunhyuk cried, as he rushed up to me and tried to drag me back to the tray of food.
"Shut up! Just shut up. I don't want to know about what Hankyung's doing. All I want right now is to sleep." I said, trying to get Eunhyuk off me.
"Hyung! Why won't you listen?" Eunhyuk said, he was on the verge of tears. "I need you! No, Super Junior needs you!"
Eunhyuk's words hit me like a cold burst of wind in a winter morning.
It felt like I just woke up from a long dream.
He was right, I'm not alone.
Super Junior needs me the most right now. Now that Hankyung's gone.
Note: What do you think? okay? Did I make Heechul happier?
T^T
once again. This is ALL FICTIONAL! Heechul + SJ members did not say or do any of this.
Ch.3
After the meeting, our managers told us that they canceled all our schedule for the day, to give us some time to think and "recover" as he called it from the shock. After all the managers left, none of the members moved and no one talked. Everyone was either looking at the ceiling or the table or just staring at the wall. But no one dared to look at each other. I think I was probably the first one to move.
I got up, but Leeteuk grabbed my arm and asked where I was going. I didn't say anything. I gently removed his hand and walked out the door. Even as I left the room, no one came after me.
I didn't know where I was headed to, but my mind took my body to the emergency fire exit and began to climb to the top.
Once I got to the last flight of steps, I opened the door to the rooftop. At that time, there were two staffs chatting to each other.
My body automatically walked towards the steel fence that surrounded the rooftop and began to climb over the fence.
The two staffs must have heard the clinking of the metal as I climbed up the fence, and quickly rushed over to where I was. They began to shout at me and tried desperately to pull me back down. They were stronger than I was and eventually pulled me away from the fence and from the danger that awaited on the other side.
All I remembered afterward was the staffs shouting at me and I was on the floor. One of the staffs left to find help. Later he came back with the remaining Super Junior members. By the time the members were at the rooftop, I had my face in the palms of my hands and I was shaking uncontrollably. I kept crying Hankyung's name.
~ (a week later)
"Hey, Heebum." I said, cuddling the tiny fur ball into my arms. "How about we go drinking?"
"meow~" Heebum replied, looking up at me with his green eyes.
"What do you mean you don't drink?" I said, frustrated. "If you're not going to drink with me, who will?"
"meow~ meow~" Heebum replied, trying to escape from my grasp.
"Hey! Where are you going?" I shouted as Heebum jumped out from my arm and headed for the door. "Are you going to leave me too?"
Tears started to pour out from my eyes again.
"FINE! Leave me...lea...ve....me, dont' come back!" I choked, "I don't need you and I dont' need Hankyung!"
That was a lie.
I knew better than anyone else that I needed Hankyung. I didn't only want him to be by my side. I HAD to have Hankyung with me.
But I continued to lie to myself. I lied to myself about how Hankyung is going to walk into my room and said it was all a joke and that he didn't really mean it when he said he'll leave Super Junior.
The biggest lie must had been thinking that everything would be back to the way it was before.
Hankyung would be by my side again, and we would be laughing, drinking, playing, singing and dancing together.
In the end, I ended up crying alone.
I wasn't the only one who was upset over "that" incident. Kyuhyun refused to talk to anyone after we got home after the meeting that day. Leeteuk and Eunhyuk tried their best to lighten the mood. But it didn't work. Ryeowook also did his best to cook for the members to cheer them up. No one commented on his cooking. Everyone just ate in silence.
The members of SJM were probably affected the most, without their leader, they had no idea what will happen to SJM. Especially with Zhoumi and Henry.
"That" incident was different, we couldn't just apologize like with Kangin's drink and drive. We couldn't forget all about what happened and say sorry to Hankyung. It wasn't that simple, it was far too complicated and involved too many people. What happened to Hankyung and what made him leave SM was far from simple.
As I watched Heebum walk out of my room, my conversation with Hankyung on the rooftop just a month ago began to come back to me.
~(one month ago)
Me and Hankyung were up on the rooftop with several cans of soju. I just recently came back from visiting my family out in the country and couldn't wait to tell Hankyung all about it. I began talking about how my mother over-reacted when she saw me coming home. Then I told him that I got into an argument with my dad again over some silly thing. I also told him about how I met up with some old friends of mines from highschool and how we had a cross-dressing contest to see who was the prettiest.
"Hahaha, so who was the prettiest then?" Hankyung asked, taking a sip from his soju.
"Do you even need to ask? Of course your loving wife!" I replied, playfully punching him.
"Hahaha, of course of course. No one's prettier than our Chullie." Hankyung laughed.
then there was a moment of silence
Suddenly, Hankyung began cry. I became startled
"Woah! Hankyung what's wrong? Did my prettiness make you cry?" I asked jokingly.
"Haha...it's...it's ..no...nnnoott that" Hankyung replied, as he wiped his tears away with the back of his hand. "I was just thinking of how much fun you had."
"Then shouldn't that make you happy?" I asked, worried.
"I...I...wa...was thinking of my family. Hhhooww I haven't seen them for half a year now." Hankyung replied, taking another sip from his soju. Staring at his can of soju, he continued, "I tried asking for a break to return to China to see my family. My manager told me that my schedule is too busy, and that there's not enough time for me to take a week off."
"What about when you were in China for Super Girl promotions? Did you get to see your family then?" I asked.
"No, there wasn't enough time, we kept going to different places." Hankyung grimly replied.
Wiping the last of his tears, Hankyung turned to me and smiled saying, "It's okay, I was just hoping for too much. Even though I've asked my manager a million times for a break to see my family, the answer has been the same."
I wrapped my arm around Hankyung's shoulder.
"Hey! You have ME! And my family. You're always welcomed at my family! Heck, my mom even asked why you didn't come to visit as well." I said, returning a smile to Hankyung.
"Haha, your mom really said that?" Hankyung asked, curiously.
"Yeah! You're part of my family now, and you can think of my mom and dad as your own mom and dad!" I replied, giving Hankyung the biggest smile I can muster.
"Hey, thanks. It means alot." Hankyung said.
~
This was probably one of the time I've gave the wrong reaction. Maybe I should had gone up to Hankyung's manager and told him straight in the face, Hankyung needs a break and he needs it now. Then arrange a plane ticket and a whole months break for him to spend time with his family.
Would that had changed Hankyung's mind?
Would that have kept Hankyung by my side for a while longer?
Maybe it didn't matter.
~
Ch.3 end
Ch.4 teaser
"Hyung, you have to eat." Eunhyuk said, placing a tray of food in front of me.
"No, it's okay. I'm really tired right now Hyukkie. I'm going back to my room" I replied.
"Hyung, don't be like this. You lost so much weight ever since that incident." Eunhyuk said, pushing the tray of food towards me.
"NO! I said I'm tired, so leave me alone!" I said angrily. Then I started to get up and headed for me room.
"Come on, hyung, get over it! You know Hankyung's not coming back! Didn't you see the news? Hankyung's suing SM. There's no way he'll be back." Eunhyuk cried, as he rushed up to me and tried to drag me back to the tray of food.
"Shut up! Just shut up. I don't want to know about what Hankyung's doing. All I want right now is to sleep." I said, trying to get Eunhyuk off me.
"Hyung! Why won't you listen?" Eunhyuk said, he was on the verge of tears. "I need you! No, Super Junior needs you!"
Eunhyuk's words hit me like a cold burst of wind in a winter morning.
It felt like I just woke up from a long dream.
He was right, I'm not alone.
Super Junior needs me the most right now. Now that Hankyung's gone.
Note: What do you think? okay? Did I make Heechul happier?
T^T
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.2
~(3 months ago)
It was great, everything was going so well. Super Junior won the Golden Record award, Super Junior M was nominated for Best Artist in China. Things couldn't have gotten better. It was also planned that we were to start on our 4th album soon. So far, the composers were working on our album, giving us time to rest up and prepare for the remaining Super Show II concerts. That was until "that" incident happened.
If I could had rewind time and start over.
If I could had said "NO" then.
If I could had listened to him. Helped him.
If I could had stop him
If I could had...........
Maybe, just maybe he won't have left Super Junior forever. Perhaps, not forever. Perhaps he wanted a short break.
He might have just wanted a short break from it all. This was what I wanted to believe.
Kibum did the same thing. Didn't he? Kibum is still part of Super Junior. At least the ELFs thinks so.
This wasn't something I prepared myself for. At least, not so suddenly. None of the Super Junior members were prepared for this.
~
"Heechul. I can't take this anymore. I've decided" Hankyung said, sitting in front of me after Super Junior came back to the dorm after a BBQ dinner.
"What did you decide? Hahaa, don't tell me, you decided to own all of China because Hong Kong wasn't good enough for you?" I laughed.
I had, or I should say we all had a little too much to drink. My mind wasn't exactly all that clear that night. Also, there was just me and Hankyung on the 11th floor dorm, everyone else went up to the 12th floor. They were there to execute some sort of punishment for the drinking game from earlier that night. But me and hankyung decided not to participate. It was only the two of us that night. In that dorm.
"I decided to leave Super Junior. No, not just leave Super Junior, but to leave SM as well." Hankyung said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"Haha, you're drunk Hankyung. Stop talking about silly things. Besides, you said that you'll leave SM so many times before. What made you say it again?" I laughed.
"Because many things happened. But this time I'm serious. I'm really sorry Heechul. I love you, but, loving you is not enough to take away my pain. I hope you understand. I really want you to understand." Hankyung said gently, while putting his hand on my cheeks. "You of everyone else, I want you to understand. Please do not get mad at me."
The coolness of Hankyung's hands made me fall a sleep.
The next morning I woke up. Hankyung was gone.
There was no note, no message, no Hankyung.
"He must have gone with Siwon to workout" I thought to myself. It wasn't surprising that Hankyung might have forgotten to leave a note.
Yawning, I got up, stretched, and headed for the fridge.
"Hehehe, Eunhyuk's strawberry milk. I bet he'll cry if I drink this" I thought to myself, as I grabbed the last box of strawberry milk from the fridge and slammed the door of the fridge shut. Slowly I made my way to the calender posted on the cabinet just above the stove and started reading out the schedule for today.
Just then, Siwon walked in the dorm with a Starbucks cup in one hand and an American newspaper in the other. As usual, Siwon walked in with grace and elegance, as if he was doing a photoshoot for a hidden camera.
"Ah! Siwon-ah. Where is Hankyung?" I asked.
"Good morning Hyung. I haven't seen Hankyung this morning. He might be up on the 12th floor." Siwon replied without taking his eyes off the newspaper.
"Oh, okay" I replied.
I walked up to the 12th floor, and as I opened the door. Leeteuk runs towards me and smacked his head on my chin.
"Ow... what did you do that for?" I asked, rubbing my chin. "You were about to destroy my beautiful face!"
"Oh, Heechul! We better go, manager-hyung told us to quickly gather at the SM meeting room on the 3rd floor." Leeteuk replied, as he quickly bent down to tie his shoelace.
Just behind Leeteuk, I saw the rest of the team rushing across the dorm, getting dress, eating breakfast and trying to clean up the room.
"Let's go let's go! Hurry up!" Leeteuk shouted to the other members. "Come on Heechul let's go"
Without another word, Leeteuk grabbed my arm and quickly pulled me away from the dorm and headed to the elevator.
"Wait, wait, Leeteuk have you seen Hankyung?" I asked, as Leeteuk dragged me into the elevator.
"Hankyung-ssi? I thought he was with you." Leeteuk replied, as he clicked the "P" button on the elevator.
"I woke up this morning, and I didn't see him anywhere. He didn't even leave a note." I said, as I stared at my reflection on the mirror inside of the elevator. "Oh, Leeteuk! My chin's all red now. AH! How am I suppose to go out now?" I exclaimed.
"Who cares? It'll be fine in a bit. It's not like my head is made of rock you know?" Leeteuk replied.
At that time, I was more concerned about my chin than the whereabouts of Hankyung. Maybe I should had been a bit more concern? No, ALOT more concern, then perhaps I was able to stop Hankyung from leaving so suddenly. Stopped him from leaving SM, leaving Super Junior, and leaving me.
~
Me and Leeteuk were the first ones to arrive at the meeting room. Slowly the rest of the members started walking in, then finally our managers came in. Still, there was no sign of Hankyung.
My heart raced, when the last manager shut the door behind him. I wanted to shout "WAIT! Hankyung's not here yet". But I didn't. I couldn't say it.
"First of all, I want to say sorry for calling all of you here so suddenly. I know it's also kind of early in the morning too." my manager said. There was lot of tense and seriousness in his voice.
He then continued.
"I know this might be shocking when I tell you why you have all gathered here for." he continued. "But please bear in mind that we've tried our best."
What he said next, blew my mind away. I wasn't able to sleep for a whole week. Perhaps more than a week.
"Hankyung have left Super Junior. He have decided to terminate his contract." my manager said.
Then it was dead silence. No one dared to move or talk for what seemed like an eternity. My mind went blank. I thought my manager wanted to pull a prank on us. I thought this was another of those hidden cameras. I thought that Hankyung will just burst through the door in a moment and laugh at us all and say it was a joke.
I wish that would have happened and that this was all just a hidden camera joke.
Leeteuk spoke first.
"Hahaha, you're kidding right? I'm pretty sure this is another of those hidden cameras." Leeteuk said, trying to lighten the mood. "And Hankyung is just in the other room listening to this."
"No. Hankyung's not in this building. This is not a joke. Do you seen any hidden cameras in this room?" my manager replied, there was a solemn look on him.
After he said that, many of the members got up and started looking around the room for the cameras.
Besides the CCTV camera on the top corner, there was no other hidden camera. None of hte managers moved from where they were.
"There's no camera" Kyuhyun said, looking worried.
"Yeah, I don't see any cameras" Sungmin said as he sat back down on his chair.
"Do you think this is a joke then?" my manager asked, in a grave voice.
All the member nervously glanced at each other, but no one replied to his question. Leeteuk slowly turned towards me. I think he wanted to say something to me. But he didn't. Leeteuk just looked at me the whole time, trying to figure out how I was reacting to all of this. I couldn't look at them. I couldn't look at the people sitting in that room. Then I started laughing. I laughed really loud. Everyone was staring at me. But I didn't mind, because at that moment, all I could do was laugh. I couldn't even control myself. I kept laughing until tears started to leak out from my eyes. Even then, I just laughed. Tears started to flow down my face and onto my clothes, but I continued to laugh. It was all I did when Hankyung left me. There was nothing more I could do.
~
Ch. 2 end.
Ch.3 teaser.
"Hey, Heebum." I said, cuddling the tiny fur ball into my arms. "How about we go drinking?"
"meow~" Heebum replied, looking up at me with his green eyes.
"What do you mean you don't drink?" I said, frustrated. "If you're not going to drink with me, who will?"
"meow~ meow~" Heebum replied, trying to escape from my grasp.
"Hey! Where are you going?" I shouted as Heebum jumped out from my arm and headed for the door. "Are you going to leave me too?"
Tears started to pour out from my eyes again.
"FINE! Leave me...lea...ve....me, dont' come back!" I choked, "I don't need you and I dont' need Hankyung!"
That was a lie.
I knew better than anyone else that I needed Hankyung. I didn't only want him to be by my side. I HAD to have Hankyung with me.
But I continued to lie to myself. I lied to myself about how Hankyung is going to walk into my room and said it was all a joke and that he didn't really mean it when he said he'll leave Super Junior.
The biggest lie must had been thinking that everything would be back to the way it was before.
Hankyung would be by my side again, and we would be together laughing, drinking, playing, singing and dancing.
In the end, I ended up crying alone.
It was great, everything was going so well. Super Junior won the Golden Record award, Super Junior M was nominated for Best Artist in China. Things couldn't have gotten better. It was also planned that we were to start on our 4th album soon. So far, the composers were working on our album, giving us time to rest up and prepare for the remaining Super Show II concerts. That was until "that" incident happened.
If I could had rewind time and start over.
If I could had said "NO" then.
If I could had listened to him. Helped him.
If I could had stop him
If I could had...........
Maybe, just maybe he won't have left Super Junior forever. Perhaps, not forever. Perhaps he wanted a short break.
He might have just wanted a short break from it all. This was what I wanted to believe.
Kibum did the same thing. Didn't he? Kibum is still part of Super Junior. At least the ELFs thinks so.
This wasn't something I prepared myself for. At least, not so suddenly. None of the Super Junior members were prepared for this.
~
"Heechul. I can't take this anymore. I've decided" Hankyung said, sitting in front of me after Super Junior came back to the dorm after a BBQ dinner.
"What did you decide? Hahaa, don't tell me, you decided to own all of China because Hong Kong wasn't good enough for you?" I laughed.
I had, or I should say we all had a little too much to drink. My mind wasn't exactly all that clear that night. Also, there was just me and Hankyung on the 11th floor dorm, everyone else went up to the 12th floor. They were there to execute some sort of punishment for the drinking game from earlier that night. But me and hankyung decided not to participate. It was only the two of us that night. In that dorm.
"I decided to leave Super Junior. No, not just leave Super Junior, but to leave SM as well." Hankyung said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"Haha, you're drunk Hankyung. Stop talking about silly things. Besides, you said that you'll leave SM so many times before. What made you say it again?" I laughed.
"Because many things happened. But this time I'm serious. I'm really sorry Heechul. I love you, but, loving you is not enough to take away my pain. I hope you understand. I really want you to understand." Hankyung said gently, while putting his hand on my cheeks. "You of everyone else, I want you to understand. Please do not get mad at me."
The coolness of Hankyung's hands made me fall a sleep.
The next morning I woke up. Hankyung was gone.
There was no note, no message, no Hankyung.
"He must have gone with Siwon to workout" I thought to myself. It wasn't surprising that Hankyung might have forgotten to leave a note.
Yawning, I got up, stretched, and headed for the fridge.
"Hehehe, Eunhyuk's strawberry milk. I bet he'll cry if I drink this" I thought to myself, as I grabbed the last box of strawberry milk from the fridge and slammed the door of the fridge shut. Slowly I made my way to the calender posted on the cabinet just above the stove and started reading out the schedule for today.
Just then, Siwon walked in the dorm with a Starbucks cup in one hand and an American newspaper in the other. As usual, Siwon walked in with grace and elegance, as if he was doing a photoshoot for a hidden camera.
"Ah! Siwon-ah. Where is Hankyung?" I asked.
"Good morning Hyung. I haven't seen Hankyung this morning. He might be up on the 12th floor." Siwon replied without taking his eyes off the newspaper.
"Oh, okay" I replied.
I walked up to the 12th floor, and as I opened the door. Leeteuk runs towards me and smacked his head on my chin.
"Ow... what did you do that for?" I asked, rubbing my chin. "You were about to destroy my beautiful face!"
"Oh, Heechul! We better go, manager-hyung told us to quickly gather at the SM meeting room on the 3rd floor." Leeteuk replied, as he quickly bent down to tie his shoelace.
Just behind Leeteuk, I saw the rest of the team rushing across the dorm, getting dress, eating breakfast and trying to clean up the room.
"Let's go let's go! Hurry up!" Leeteuk shouted to the other members. "Come on Heechul let's go"
Without another word, Leeteuk grabbed my arm and quickly pulled me away from the dorm and headed to the elevator.
"Wait, wait, Leeteuk have you seen Hankyung?" I asked, as Leeteuk dragged me into the elevator.
"Hankyung-ssi? I thought he was with you." Leeteuk replied, as he clicked the "P" button on the elevator.
"I woke up this morning, and I didn't see him anywhere. He didn't even leave a note." I said, as I stared at my reflection on the mirror inside of the elevator. "Oh, Leeteuk! My chin's all red now. AH! How am I suppose to go out now?" I exclaimed.
"Who cares? It'll be fine in a bit. It's not like my head is made of rock you know?" Leeteuk replied.
At that time, I was more concerned about my chin than the whereabouts of Hankyung. Maybe I should had been a bit more concern? No, ALOT more concern, then perhaps I was able to stop Hankyung from leaving so suddenly. Stopped him from leaving SM, leaving Super Junior, and leaving me.
~
Me and Leeteuk were the first ones to arrive at the meeting room. Slowly the rest of the members started walking in, then finally our managers came in. Still, there was no sign of Hankyung.
My heart raced, when the last manager shut the door behind him. I wanted to shout "WAIT! Hankyung's not here yet". But I didn't. I couldn't say it.
"First of all, I want to say sorry for calling all of you here so suddenly. I know it's also kind of early in the morning too." my manager said. There was lot of tense and seriousness in his voice.
He then continued.
"I know this might be shocking when I tell you why you have all gathered here for." he continued. "But please bear in mind that we've tried our best."
What he said next, blew my mind away. I wasn't able to sleep for a whole week. Perhaps more than a week.
"Hankyung have left Super Junior. He have decided to terminate his contract." my manager said.
Then it was dead silence. No one dared to move or talk for what seemed like an eternity. My mind went blank. I thought my manager wanted to pull a prank on us. I thought this was another of those hidden cameras. I thought that Hankyung will just burst through the door in a moment and laugh at us all and say it was a joke.
I wish that would have happened and that this was all just a hidden camera joke.
Leeteuk spoke first.
"Hahaha, you're kidding right? I'm pretty sure this is another of those hidden cameras." Leeteuk said, trying to lighten the mood. "And Hankyung is just in the other room listening to this."
"No. Hankyung's not in this building. This is not a joke. Do you seen any hidden cameras in this room?" my manager replied, there was a solemn look on him.
After he said that, many of the members got up and started looking around the room for the cameras.
Besides the CCTV camera on the top corner, there was no other hidden camera. None of hte managers moved from where they were.
"There's no camera" Kyuhyun said, looking worried.
"Yeah, I don't see any cameras" Sungmin said as he sat back down on his chair.
"Do you think this is a joke then?" my manager asked, in a grave voice.
All the member nervously glanced at each other, but no one replied to his question. Leeteuk slowly turned towards me. I think he wanted to say something to me. But he didn't. Leeteuk just looked at me the whole time, trying to figure out how I was reacting to all of this. I couldn't look at them. I couldn't look at the people sitting in that room. Then I started laughing. I laughed really loud. Everyone was staring at me. But I didn't mind, because at that moment, all I could do was laugh. I couldn't even control myself. I kept laughing until tears started to leak out from my eyes. Even then, I just laughed. Tears started to flow down my face and onto my clothes, but I continued to laugh. It was all I did when Hankyung left me. There was nothing more I could do.
~
Ch. 2 end.
Ch.3 teaser.
"Hey, Heebum." I said, cuddling the tiny fur ball into my arms. "How about we go drinking?"
"meow~" Heebum replied, looking up at me with his green eyes.
"What do you mean you don't drink?" I said, frustrated. "If you're not going to drink with me, who will?"
"meow~ meow~" Heebum replied, trying to escape from my grasp.
"Hey! Where are you going?" I shouted as Heebum jumped out from my arm and headed for the door. "Are you going to leave me too?"
Tears started to pour out from my eyes again.
"FINE! Leave me...lea...ve....me, dont' come back!" I choked, "I don't need you and I dont' need Hankyung!"
That was a lie.
I knew better than anyone else that I needed Hankyung. I didn't only want him to be by my side. I HAD to have Hankyung with me.
But I continued to lie to myself. I lied to myself about how Hankyung is going to walk into my room and said it was all a joke and that he didn't really mean it when he said he'll leave Super Junior.
The biggest lie must had been thinking that everything would be back to the way it was before.
Hankyung would be by my side again, and we would be together laughing, drinking, playing, singing and dancing.
In the end, I ended up crying alone.
bored.....but well..i'm going to start on another fanfic...
=) going to start writing ...don't know if it'll turn out good or not
Note: Heechul-centric (with eunhyuk), bad english, repetitive. I also hope you all like it. I do not own any of these people. Story is fictional.
Summary: When Hankyung decides to leave. What would happen to Heechul? What should Heechul had done.
Title: There's no "I" in "team".
(Ch.1)
~
Suicide. It's not like I haven't thought about it before. It's always a way out. Also, it's not like it's the first time I've thought about it and actually attempted to try it.
Standing on the roof of Super Junior's dorm building and looking down at what seems like 40 stories high. Right at the ledge of the roof, one more step forward would end my career and my life right there. Right then. Or perhaps be like Lady Gaga in her music video....what was it called again? Paparazzi? Poker Face? Whatever..something like that.
I closed my eyes and felt the tension of the dizzying height that was below. Just then, the door to the roof top bursts open and a shout from a familiar voice.
"Heechul Hyung! Wait, don't do this." Eunhyuk shouts as he ran up to me.
Eunhyuke pulled me into his irony grasp and refusing to let go. Trying to pull me away from the ledge and back to safe ground.
"Wait, Eunhyuk! Wait..I'm going to fall" I shouted as I waved my arms around like a mad man, trying to keep my balance.
"I'm so sorry, don't do this hyung. I promise I'll never eat your ice-cream again. I promise, I promise. So don't die!" Eunhyuk cries, tears falling from his eyes, with his arms around my waist.
At what seemed like 20 minutes of struggling, with Eunhyuk tugging onto my waist and me trying to keep my balance, my career, and my life. Both of us finally reached stable ground, and we were both are out of breathe from screaming at each other.
"Please hyung, promise you won't do that anymore!" Eunhyuk cried, and trying to stop himself from crying.
"Do WHAT? you mean, you nearly trying to kill me?" I shouted back.
"I wasn't trying to kill you hyung! But you don't need to suicide! It was just an ice-cream" Eunhyuk cried, with both hands on my shoulders and pulling me into his arms.
I pushed Eunhyuk away.
"Did you think I would suicide because of one lousy ice-cream?" I shouted.
"Then what were you doing?" Eunhyuk choked.
"See this?" I replied, holding up a photograph in front of Eunhyuk's face. "This flew out of my hand when i came up here, so i tried to retrieve it."
"Oh...I'm sorry hyung, I thought that you were trying to ..." Eunhyuk said.
"Trying to suicide?" I finished. "Do you think I'm stupid? Of course I would not do that. Especially not because of ice-cream."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry!" Eunhyuk cried over and over again as he pulled me into a hug.
So why was I up in the rooftop in the first place? Well, I can tell you that I WASN'T trying to suicide. That's for one.
It all started 30 minutes before.
~ (30 minutes ago)
I thought to myself, enough is enough. There's no use crying over spilled milk. Maybe it is time that I get over this whole incident. Eunhyuk is right, Super Junior needs me and I need them. It's not like Hankyung deciding to leave is just affecting me. Everyone was affected. It wasn't like I didn't approve of it either. It was just that, well, it was just that I thought Super Junior would have stayed as a team. That was all I wanted. That is all I need.
After I pondered this to myself, I thought maybe I needed some fresh air. So i walked out of my room, to find Eunhyuk eating ice-cream in the living room while watching the re-run of Oh! My Lady.
"Oh, Hyung! What are you doing?" Eunhyuk asked, as he quickly hid the half eaten ice-cream bar behind his back.
I think I must have glared at Eunhyuk, because that ice-cream bar was brought for me by Leeteuk to try and cheer me up. I was also thinking of eating it later that night too. So I didn't replied to him, and continued towards the door and headed for the elevator once i got out of the dorm. I unconsciously click the button that took me to the 40th floor. Unconsciously I headed up the stairway that took me to the top of the roof.
I loved the rooftop. It was where me and Hankyung would sit about and drink when we finished our schedule. We did it a lot especially when Hankyung came back from China. We would just sit, drink, and chat. That was then. It would probably never happen again, not in a long time. This was when i pulled out the photograph of me and Hankyung in the shower. I printed out the picture and kept with me at all times, because I thought it was funny to embarrass Hankyung with this picture from time to time.
Just at the worst of time, a strong gust of wind blew and the photograph fluttered out of hand and was headed towards the end of the rooftop. Without waiting for another second, I chased after the photograph. And before I knew it, I was standing on the ledge of the roof, with the photograph safely in the palm of my hand.
~(30 minutes after: present)
"Hey, it's okay now. It's not your fault. And definitely not because of the ice-cream." I said, trying to calm Eunhyuk.
"sniff* sniff*. Should we go back to the dorm? I think Teukkie hyung and them would be back by now" Eunhyuk replied, still not letting go of me.
"Yes, we should go back. So I can drink all of your strawberry milk. Hahaha." I said, running towards the door and not waiting for Eunhyuk to catch up.
"Wait. What?" Eunhyuk cried, trying to catch up to me.
I laughed all the way down to the 11th floor with tear drops on my face.
That night, I had my whole years worth of strawberry milk. Also, maybe my previous 3 months of laughter.
~
ch.1 end
~
ch.2 teaser
"Heechul. I can't take this anymore. I've decided" Hankyung said, sitting in front of me after Super Junior came back to the dorm after a BBQ dinner.
"What did you decide? Hahaa, don't tell me, you decided to own all of China because Hong Kong wasn't good enough for you?" I laughed.
I had, or I should say we all had a little to much to drink. My mind wasn't exactly all that clear that night. Also, there was just me and Hankyung on the 11th floor dorm, everyone else went up to the 12th floor. They were there to execute some sort of punishment for the drinking game from earlier that night. But me and hankyung decided not to participate. It was only the two of us that night. In that dorm.
"I decided to leave Super Junior. No, not just leave Super Junior, but to leave SM as well." Hankyung said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"Haha, you're drunk Hankyung. Stop talking about silly things. Besides, you said that you'll leave SM so many times before. What made you say it again?" I laughed.
"Because many things happened. But this time I'm serious. I'm really sorry Heechul. I love you, but, loving you is not enough to take away my pain. I hope you understand. I really want you to understand." Hankyung said gently, while putting his hand on my cheeks. "You of everyone else, I want you to understand. Please do not get mad at me."
The coolness of Hankyung's hands made me fall a sleep.
The next morning I woke up. Hankyung was gone.
There was no note, no message, no Hankyung.
Note: Heechul-centric (with eunhyuk), bad english, repetitive. I also hope you all like it. I do not own any of these people. Story is fictional.
Summary: When Hankyung decides to leave. What would happen to Heechul? What should Heechul had done.
Title: There's no "I" in "team".
(Ch.1)
~
Suicide. It's not like I haven't thought about it before. It's always a way out. Also, it's not like it's the first time I've thought about it and actually attempted to try it.
Standing on the roof of Super Junior's dorm building and looking down at what seems like 40 stories high. Right at the ledge of the roof, one more step forward would end my career and my life right there. Right then. Or perhaps be like Lady Gaga in her music video....what was it called again? Paparazzi? Poker Face? Whatever..something like that.
I closed my eyes and felt the tension of the dizzying height that was below. Just then, the door to the roof top bursts open and a shout from a familiar voice.
"Heechul Hyung! Wait, don't do this." Eunhyuk shouts as he ran up to me.
Eunhyuke pulled me into his irony grasp and refusing to let go. Trying to pull me away from the ledge and back to safe ground.
"Wait, Eunhyuk! Wait..I'm going to fall" I shouted as I waved my arms around like a mad man, trying to keep my balance.
"I'm so sorry, don't do this hyung. I promise I'll never eat your ice-cream again. I promise, I promise. So don't die!" Eunhyuk cries, tears falling from his eyes, with his arms around my waist.
At what seemed like 20 minutes of struggling, with Eunhyuk tugging onto my waist and me trying to keep my balance, my career, and my life. Both of us finally reached stable ground, and we were both are out of breathe from screaming at each other.
"Please hyung, promise you won't do that anymore!" Eunhyuk cried, and trying to stop himself from crying.
"Do WHAT? you mean, you nearly trying to kill me?" I shouted back.
"I wasn't trying to kill you hyung! But you don't need to suicide! It was just an ice-cream" Eunhyuk cried, with both hands on my shoulders and pulling me into his arms.
I pushed Eunhyuk away.
"Did you think I would suicide because of one lousy ice-cream?" I shouted.
"Then what were you doing?" Eunhyuk choked.
"See this?" I replied, holding up a photograph in front of Eunhyuk's face. "This flew out of my hand when i came up here, so i tried to retrieve it."
"Oh...I'm sorry hyung, I thought that you were trying to ..." Eunhyuk said.
"Trying to suicide?" I finished. "Do you think I'm stupid? Of course I would not do that. Especially not because of ice-cream."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry!" Eunhyuk cried over and over again as he pulled me into a hug.
So why was I up in the rooftop in the first place? Well, I can tell you that I WASN'T trying to suicide. That's for one.
It all started 30 minutes before.
~ (30 minutes ago)
I thought to myself, enough is enough. There's no use crying over spilled milk. Maybe it is time that I get over this whole incident. Eunhyuk is right, Super Junior needs me and I need them. It's not like Hankyung deciding to leave is just affecting me. Everyone was affected. It wasn't like I didn't approve of it either. It was just that, well, it was just that I thought Super Junior would have stayed as a team. That was all I wanted. That is all I need.
After I pondered this to myself, I thought maybe I needed some fresh air. So i walked out of my room, to find Eunhyuk eating ice-cream in the living room while watching the re-run of Oh! My Lady.
"Oh, Hyung! What are you doing?" Eunhyuk asked, as he quickly hid the half eaten ice-cream bar behind his back.
I think I must have glared at Eunhyuk, because that ice-cream bar was brought for me by Leeteuk to try and cheer me up. I was also thinking of eating it later that night too. So I didn't replied to him, and continued towards the door and headed for the elevator once i got out of the dorm. I unconsciously click the button that took me to the 40th floor. Unconsciously I headed up the stairway that took me to the top of the roof.
I loved the rooftop. It was where me and Hankyung would sit about and drink when we finished our schedule. We did it a lot especially when Hankyung came back from China. We would just sit, drink, and chat. That was then. It would probably never happen again, not in a long time. This was when i pulled out the photograph of me and Hankyung in the shower. I printed out the picture and kept with me at all times, because I thought it was funny to embarrass Hankyung with this picture from time to time.
Just at the worst of time, a strong gust of wind blew and the photograph fluttered out of hand and was headed towards the end of the rooftop. Without waiting for another second, I chased after the photograph. And before I knew it, I was standing on the ledge of the roof, with the photograph safely in the palm of my hand.
~(30 minutes after: present)
"Hey, it's okay now. It's not your fault. And definitely not because of the ice-cream." I said, trying to calm Eunhyuk.
"sniff* sniff*. Should we go back to the dorm? I think Teukkie hyung and them would be back by now" Eunhyuk replied, still not letting go of me.
"Yes, we should go back. So I can drink all of your strawberry milk. Hahaha." I said, running towards the door and not waiting for Eunhyuk to catch up.
"Wait. What?" Eunhyuk cried, trying to catch up to me.
I laughed all the way down to the 11th floor with tear drops on my face.
That night, I had my whole years worth of strawberry milk. Also, maybe my previous 3 months of laughter.
~
ch.1 end
~
ch.2 teaser
"Heechul. I can't take this anymore. I've decided" Hankyung said, sitting in front of me after Super Junior came back to the dorm after a BBQ dinner.
"What did you decide? Hahaa, don't tell me, you decided to own all of China because Hong Kong wasn't good enough for you?" I laughed.
I had, or I should say we all had a little to much to drink. My mind wasn't exactly all that clear that night. Also, there was just me and Hankyung on the 11th floor dorm, everyone else went up to the 12th floor. They were there to execute some sort of punishment for the drinking game from earlier that night. But me and hankyung decided not to participate. It was only the two of us that night. In that dorm.
"I decided to leave Super Junior. No, not just leave Super Junior, but to leave SM as well." Hankyung said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"Haha, you're drunk Hankyung. Stop talking about silly things. Besides, you said that you'll leave SM so many times before. What made you say it again?" I laughed.
"Because many things happened. But this time I'm serious. I'm really sorry Heechul. I love you, but, loving you is not enough to take away my pain. I hope you understand. I really want you to understand." Hankyung said gently, while putting his hand on my cheeks. "You of everyone else, I want you to understand. Please do not get mad at me."
The coolness of Hankyung's hands made me fall a sleep.
The next morning I woke up. Hankyung was gone.
There was no note, no message, no Hankyung.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
so it was you? Kyuhyun centric fanfic (one shot)
=) hey! this is my first fanfic, and yes i'm a super junior fan and i'm kyu-biased...
it's going to be a one shot and mainly focusing on kyu but also other SJM members as well.
PS: i do not own any of these artists and the story is fictional
"This isn't how it's suppose to be" Kyuhyun said as he walked through the door to his dorm in China.
"It wasn't like this before. It was fine, all was fine." Kyuhyun mumbled to himself.
He back-tracked to the door way and looked at the sign on the door again.
"Kyuhyun's + Ryeowook's room" the sign read.
~
"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
Henry bounced up at the scream coming from Kyuhyun's room and rushed to see what was wrong.
"Hyung, what's wrong? Is everything alright?" Henry asked as he ran up to Kyuhyun.
"Hyung? Are you okay hyung?" Henry asked as he shook the weeping kyuhyun.
"hic* I......hic*.....it was fine before I left...hic* but now.......it's ....sniff*.......it's not what it was suppose to be!" Kyuhyun choked as tears fell from his eyes.
"What is not suppose to be, hyung?" Henry asked with a worried look in his eyes.
"...sniff...sniff....MY KEYBOARD!" Kyuhyun whined. "my keyboard is in pieces now...sniff..sniff...pieces"
Henry slapped Kyuhyun's head and mumbled under his breathe, "what a waste of time. Crying because of a keyboard". Then he slowed walked back to the living room, leaving the poor Hyung on his knees with pieces of his keyboard in his hands.
~
Once Henry was back in the living room, Kyuhyun placed the broken pieces aside and began cursing under his breathe.
"damn it...how am I suppose to play Starcraft now? HOW? HOW?" kyuhyun whispered dangerously.
"I must find out who did this! this person must be punished!" Kyuhyun said to himself. "Hahaaha...and he must receive heavy punishment" laughed the evil maknae.
~(later that night)
"Okay! EVERYONE GATHER IN THE LIVING ROOM!" Kyuhyun shouted as all the SJM members came back to the dorm after dinner.
"What? now? ..oh man..can't this wait? I promised Hyukjae that I would talk to him on the phone" Donghae whined.
"sure sure! let me put the shopping bags in my dorm first, Gui xian!" Zhoumi replied cheerfully as he carried 30 shoppings bags stuff full of clothes that he brought early that day back to his room.
"I have to ...ummm.....phone Yesung and tell him that........the photoshoot went well" Ryeowook said as he rushed into his room without waiting for a reply from Kyuhyun.
"Wow...I'm still not full yet, I'll be in the kitchen!" Hankyung said as he made his way to the kitchen.
"Wait for me, hyung!" Henry and Siwon said as they trailed behind Hankyung.
Kyuhyun's cheeks started to flush red with anger as all the members went off to do their individual things.
"Fine! If that's how you want it! I'll just go investigate each one of them!" Kyuhyun murmured to himself.
~(Kitchen)
"........the food that the restaurant gave us was so little! but still charged us so much!" Hankyung exclaimed, as he started stuffing his face with cake ELFs gave them.
"yeah! i know what you mean! good thing we weren't the ones paying" Henry said.
"Well, the food was good, wasn't it?" Siwon asked, smiling.
"The food could had taste ALOT better if SOMEONE didn't break my keyboard!" Kyuhyun growled as he entered the kitchen.
Startled, Siwon, Hankyung and Henry turn to face kyuhyun as he entered the kitchen.
"Hyung, not again? It's just a keyboard!" Henry exclaimed, face palming himself
"SO IT WAS YOU! wasn't it? you broke my keyboard, that's why you are acting as if it was "JUST A KEYBOARD", isn't that right?" Kyuhyun argued.
Henry rolled his eyes. "I couldn't have broke your keyboard, I was with you the whole day!"
Kyuhyun's cheeks glowed red. "Oh..that's right!" Kyuhyun replied, embarrassed. "Then it was YOU, Siwon and Hankyung hyun!" Kyuhyun said, pointing his finger at hankyung and siwon.
"mmmhhmmm....mmmmmhhmm..." Hankyung replied, waving his hands in the air and his cheeks stuff full with cake like a squirrel with nuts.
"He said he hasn't been in the dorm the whole day, because hyung and I were at his family resturant in the afternoon after the photoshoot" Siwon translated, smiling at Kyuhyun.
"Oh. well, then..who broke my keyboard then?" Kyuhyun asked, nearly on the verge of crying.
"Maybe you should ask Donghae?" Siwon replied kindly.
"Right. Donghae Hyung, he's always break things" Kyuhyun said as he rushed off to find Donghae.
~(living room)
"And then and then, you know what I did?" Donghae laughed.
"you broke my keyboard!" Kyuhyun growled next to Donghae's ear.
Donghae was taken by surprised and nearly dropped his phone.
"Donghae? Donghae? are you still there?" Eunhyuk asked on the other end of the phone.
"ah..I'll call you back Eunhyuk" Donghae replied, picking up his phone quickly and backing off from Kyuhyun.
"So it was you? wasn't it? You broke my keyboard!" Kyuhyun cried, closing in the distance between him and Donghae.
"What are you talking about? what keyboard?" Donghae replied, his back touching the wall now.
"Don't lie to me! You did it! you broke my keyboard when I wasn't home!" Kyuhyun cried, he was standing so close to Donghae now that their noses almost touched.
"Aish." Donghae said, pushing Kyuhyun back "I don't know what happen to your keyboard or who broke you keyboard."
"Then why do you look so guilty then?" Kyuhyun asked, in a dangerously low voice.
"aish..I thought you were about to tell Eunhyuk that I drank all of Eunhyuk's strawberry milk before we left Korea" Donghae sighed, relieved that Eunhyuk still does not know where the missing strawberry milk have gone too.
"Oh, well, should I tell Eunhyuk-hyung?" Kyuhyun asked innocently.
"No, not yet." Donghae replied giving the maknae his wolfish smile. "Tell him when he starts to realize there's no more strawberry milk in teh fridge."
"okay" kyuhyun replied..
"Now go play somewhere else, I need to finish making that phone call to Eunhyuk" Donghae said, shooing the maknae away and starting to speed dial Eunhyuk's number.
~(at Zhoumi's room)
"Hmm......maybe I should wear this tomorrow. Oh..but this looks better!" Zhoumi said to himself as he posed in front of his mirror with his new clothes which he broke earlier that day.
"Zhoumi! I know it was you!!!" Kyuhyun cried as he walked into Zhoumi's room.
"oh! Gui Xian, which one do you think i should wear tomorrow? The pink polo shirt or that classy white dress shirt?" Zhoumi asked holding up the clothes.
"I don't know! but you did it didn't you? you broke my keyboard!" kyuhyun exclaimed.
"Did you know? they had a sale today at that department store across from where the photoshoot was. Hehee, I couldn't stop myself" Zhoumi said, turning his back to Kyuhyun and beginning sorting through the pile of clothes on his bed and totally ignoring kyuhyun.
"answer me! you broke my keyboard didn't you!" Kyuhyun repeated again, carefully treading through the pile of clothes on the floor to get closer to Zhoumi.
"Ah, I think maybe I should wear that yellow T-shirt. I haven't worn yellow in a long time." Zhoumi said, picking out the yellow shirt and showing it to Kyuhyun.
"but, but the keyboard!" Kyuhyun said, putting both hands on Zhoumi's shoulders.
"Oh, But then again, I haven't worn any blue clothing for a while too." Zhoumi told Kyuhyun.
"...keybo..." Kyuhyun said, but Zhoumi cut him off.
"Ah, I'm in a dilemma now! Gui Xian! What should it be? Blue or yellow?" Zhoumi asked, holding the blue and yellow t-shirt in front of him.
"O.M.G. What ever, I dont' care anymore!" Kyuhyun cried, as he stormed away from Zhoumi's room.
~(Ryeowook + Kyuhyun Room)
"Oh, no, I can't find it? Did he find out already?....oh no oh no.." Ryeowook whispered as he searched through the wastebasket ont he floor next to the computer desk.
Kyuhyun walked into the room, frustrated at Zhoumi not listening to him.
"Oh, Maknae, whhaaat are you doing here for?" Ryeowook asked, stammering, as he quickly got up and hid the rectangular object behind his back.
"What is that?" Kyuhyun asked, as he cautiously walked towards Ryeowook.
"Oh..what do you mean?" Ryeowook asked, nervously.
"That! behind your back." Kyuhyun said as he reached out to pull the object away from Ryeowook's hands.
"Hey! Give that back!!! IIIIttt's nothing!" Ryeowook said, as he tried to reach up to the rectangular object held high up in the maknae's hands.
"Then why were you trying to hide it from me?" the maknae asked.
"I wasn't hiding it. I ...I...I...." ryeowook stammered.
"Then answer me this." Kyuhyun said "who broke my keyboard?"
"I don't know what you are talking about" Ryeowook replied, nervously.
"My keyboard was broken once I got back from the photoshoot. And the only people who enter this dorm are SJM members. I already asked everyone else and they all didn't do it." Kyuhyun said, as he eyed the rectangular package. "What is in here anyways?"
"........a keyboard?" Ryeowook chirped nervously.
Kyuhyun began to unwrap the package as Ryeowook back away from teh maknae. To Kyuhyun's surprised, the package was indeed a brand new keyboard.
Frustrated but relieved at the same time, Kyuhyun shouted, " SO IT WAS YOU???" as the frightened Ryeowook leaped out of the room.
~END~
note: this is my first fanfic, and I know i repeated a lot of words ..haha lack of vocabs...but at the same time..English is my 2nd language.
so FORGIVE ME PLZ~
=)
it's going to be a one shot and mainly focusing on kyu but also other SJM members as well.
PS: i do not own any of these artists and the story is fictional
"This isn't how it's suppose to be" Kyuhyun said as he walked through the door to his dorm in China.
"It wasn't like this before. It was fine, all was fine." Kyuhyun mumbled to himself.
He back-tracked to the door way and looked at the sign on the door again.
"Kyuhyun's + Ryeowook's room" the sign read.
~
"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
Henry bounced up at the scream coming from Kyuhyun's room and rushed to see what was wrong.
"Hyung, what's wrong? Is everything alright?" Henry asked as he ran up to Kyuhyun.
"Hyung? Are you okay hyung?" Henry asked as he shook the weeping kyuhyun.
"hic* I......hic*.....it was fine before I left...hic* but now.......it's ....sniff*.......it's not what it was suppose to be!" Kyuhyun choked as tears fell from his eyes.
"What is not suppose to be, hyung?" Henry asked with a worried look in his eyes.
"...sniff...sniff....MY KEYBOARD!" Kyuhyun whined. "my keyboard is in pieces now...sniff..sniff...pieces"
Henry slapped Kyuhyun's head and mumbled under his breathe, "what a waste of time. Crying because of a keyboard". Then he slowed walked back to the living room, leaving the poor Hyung on his knees with pieces of his keyboard in his hands.
~
Once Henry was back in the living room, Kyuhyun placed the broken pieces aside and began cursing under his breathe.
"damn it...how am I suppose to play Starcraft now? HOW? HOW?" kyuhyun whispered dangerously.
"I must find out who did this! this person must be punished!" Kyuhyun said to himself. "Hahaaha...and he must receive heavy punishment" laughed the evil maknae.
~(later that night)
"Okay! EVERYONE GATHER IN THE LIVING ROOM!" Kyuhyun shouted as all the SJM members came back to the dorm after dinner.
"What? now? ..oh man..can't this wait? I promised Hyukjae that I would talk to him on the phone" Donghae whined.
"sure sure! let me put the shopping bags in my dorm first, Gui xian!" Zhoumi replied cheerfully as he carried 30 shoppings bags stuff full of clothes that he brought early that day back to his room.
"I have to ...ummm.....phone Yesung and tell him that........the photoshoot went well" Ryeowook said as he rushed into his room without waiting for a reply from Kyuhyun.
"Wow...I'm still not full yet, I'll be in the kitchen!" Hankyung said as he made his way to the kitchen.
"Wait for me, hyung!" Henry and Siwon said as they trailed behind Hankyung.
Kyuhyun's cheeks started to flush red with anger as all the members went off to do their individual things.
"Fine! If that's how you want it! I'll just go investigate each one of them!" Kyuhyun murmured to himself.
~(Kitchen)
"........the food that the restaurant gave us was so little! but still charged us so much!" Hankyung exclaimed, as he started stuffing his face with cake ELFs gave them.
"yeah! i know what you mean! good thing we weren't the ones paying" Henry said.
"Well, the food was good, wasn't it?" Siwon asked, smiling.
"The food could had taste ALOT better if SOMEONE didn't break my keyboard!" Kyuhyun growled as he entered the kitchen.
Startled, Siwon, Hankyung and Henry turn to face kyuhyun as he entered the kitchen.
"Hyung, not again? It's just a keyboard!" Henry exclaimed, face palming himself
"SO IT WAS YOU! wasn't it? you broke my keyboard, that's why you are acting as if it was "JUST A KEYBOARD", isn't that right?" Kyuhyun argued.
Henry rolled his eyes. "I couldn't have broke your keyboard, I was with you the whole day!"
Kyuhyun's cheeks glowed red. "Oh..that's right!" Kyuhyun replied, embarrassed. "Then it was YOU, Siwon and Hankyung hyun!" Kyuhyun said, pointing his finger at hankyung and siwon.
"mmmhhmmm....mmmmmhhmm..." Hankyung replied, waving his hands in the air and his cheeks stuff full with cake like a squirrel with nuts.
"He said he hasn't been in the dorm the whole day, because hyung and I were at his family resturant in the afternoon after the photoshoot" Siwon translated, smiling at Kyuhyun.
"Oh. well, then..who broke my keyboard then?" Kyuhyun asked, nearly on the verge of crying.
"Maybe you should ask Donghae?" Siwon replied kindly.
"Right. Donghae Hyung, he's always break things" Kyuhyun said as he rushed off to find Donghae.
~(living room)
"And then and then, you know what I did?" Donghae laughed.
"you broke my keyboard!" Kyuhyun growled next to Donghae's ear.
Donghae was taken by surprised and nearly dropped his phone.
"Donghae? Donghae? are you still there?" Eunhyuk asked on the other end of the phone.
"ah..I'll call you back Eunhyuk" Donghae replied, picking up his phone quickly and backing off from Kyuhyun.
"So it was you? wasn't it? You broke my keyboard!" Kyuhyun cried, closing in the distance between him and Donghae.
"What are you talking about? what keyboard?" Donghae replied, his back touching the wall now.
"Don't lie to me! You did it! you broke my keyboard when I wasn't home!" Kyuhyun cried, he was standing so close to Donghae now that their noses almost touched.
"Aish." Donghae said, pushing Kyuhyun back "I don't know what happen to your keyboard or who broke you keyboard."
"Then why do you look so guilty then?" Kyuhyun asked, in a dangerously low voice.
"aish..I thought you were about to tell Eunhyuk that I drank all of Eunhyuk's strawberry milk before we left Korea" Donghae sighed, relieved that Eunhyuk still does not know where the missing strawberry milk have gone too.
"Oh, well, should I tell Eunhyuk-hyung?" Kyuhyun asked innocently.
"No, not yet." Donghae replied giving the maknae his wolfish smile. "Tell him when he starts to realize there's no more strawberry milk in teh fridge."
"okay" kyuhyun replied..
"Now go play somewhere else, I need to finish making that phone call to Eunhyuk" Donghae said, shooing the maknae away and starting to speed dial Eunhyuk's number.
~(at Zhoumi's room)
"Hmm......maybe I should wear this tomorrow. Oh..but this looks better!" Zhoumi said to himself as he posed in front of his mirror with his new clothes which he broke earlier that day.
"Zhoumi! I know it was you!!!" Kyuhyun cried as he walked into Zhoumi's room.
"oh! Gui Xian, which one do you think i should wear tomorrow? The pink polo shirt or that classy white dress shirt?" Zhoumi asked holding up the clothes.
"I don't know! but you did it didn't you? you broke my keyboard!" kyuhyun exclaimed.
"Did you know? they had a sale today at that department store across from where the photoshoot was. Hehee, I couldn't stop myself" Zhoumi said, turning his back to Kyuhyun and beginning sorting through the pile of clothes on his bed and totally ignoring kyuhyun.
"answer me! you broke my keyboard didn't you!" Kyuhyun repeated again, carefully treading through the pile of clothes on the floor to get closer to Zhoumi.
"Ah, I think maybe I should wear that yellow T-shirt. I haven't worn yellow in a long time." Zhoumi said, picking out the yellow shirt and showing it to Kyuhyun.
"but, but the keyboard!" Kyuhyun said, putting both hands on Zhoumi's shoulders.
"Oh, But then again, I haven't worn any blue clothing for a while too." Zhoumi told Kyuhyun.
"...keybo..." Kyuhyun said, but Zhoumi cut him off.
"Ah, I'm in a dilemma now! Gui Xian! What should it be? Blue or yellow?" Zhoumi asked, holding the blue and yellow t-shirt in front of him.
"O.M.G. What ever, I dont' care anymore!" Kyuhyun cried, as he stormed away from Zhoumi's room.
~(Ryeowook + Kyuhyun Room)
"Oh, no, I can't find it? Did he find out already?....oh no oh no.." Ryeowook whispered as he searched through the wastebasket ont he floor next to the computer desk.
Kyuhyun walked into the room, frustrated at Zhoumi not listening to him.
"Oh, Maknae, whhaaat are you doing here for?" Ryeowook asked, stammering, as he quickly got up and hid the rectangular object behind his back.
"What is that?" Kyuhyun asked, as he cautiously walked towards Ryeowook.
"Oh..what do you mean?" Ryeowook asked, nervously.
"That! behind your back." Kyuhyun said as he reached out to pull the object away from Ryeowook's hands.
"Hey! Give that back!!! IIIIttt's nothing!" Ryeowook said, as he tried to reach up to the rectangular object held high up in the maknae's hands.
"Then why were you trying to hide it from me?" the maknae asked.
"I wasn't hiding it. I ...I...I...." ryeowook stammered.
"Then answer me this." Kyuhyun said "who broke my keyboard?"
"I don't know what you are talking about" Ryeowook replied, nervously.
"My keyboard was broken once I got back from the photoshoot. And the only people who enter this dorm are SJM members. I already asked everyone else and they all didn't do it." Kyuhyun said, as he eyed the rectangular package. "What is in here anyways?"
"........a keyboard?" Ryeowook chirped nervously.
Kyuhyun began to unwrap the package as Ryeowook back away from teh maknae. To Kyuhyun's surprised, the package was indeed a brand new keyboard.
Frustrated but relieved at the same time, Kyuhyun shouted, " SO IT WAS YOU???" as the frightened Ryeowook leaped out of the room.
~END~
note: this is my first fanfic, and I know i repeated a lot of words ..haha lack of vocabs...but at the same time..English is my 2nd language.
so FORGIVE ME PLZ~
=)
My first post
=) HEY!
thought it was about time i got myself a blog..ever since xanga.com died
...it was a long road getting here
thought it was about time i got myself a blog..ever since xanga.com died
...it was a long road getting here
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