*once again...still haven't thought of a title. blah...what the heck ..who cares?
To fall in love again and again,
could this have been done?
My heart beats to the sound of the rain,
On and on I run.
For the next few days, Rin worked from seven at night until three in the morning. She would then return to her tiny apartment and sleep until the sun was high above in the middle of the sky. Not once has she complained about the demanding attention her job commends. Never once, have she complained about the messed up sleep time she has. All she cares about is the pay that she's receiving. It felt great to not have to worry about money all the time, and her manager treated her quite well. However, Rin never really quite understand how the shop run. For example, there was a total of twelve girls working at StarShine. Each hostess will represent a certain horoscope; Rin happened to be Aries. Which ever horoscope they represent, it also became their nickname as well (nicknames were needed for security reasons, sometimes they get a few weird customers at the club). However, Rin's horoscope isn't Aries, which makes it a mystery how they assign who get's what horoscope. Although love relationship is not allowed in the store, a few of the hostess are dating the waiters and the bartender that worked there. But of course they dated in secret, no one knows who is dating and who is not.
As the clock struck five on the west wall of Rin's apartment, Rin started busying herself with putting on her jacket and tidying a bit before she left the house. As she locked her door and walked down the horrendous 6 flights of stairs before getting to the bottom of her apartment, she waved hello to the passing neighbors who have just got off work and are making their way to their apartments. Leisurely, Rin slowly made her way to StarShine, passing through the endless rows of branded boutiques that had clothes with price tags that showed more than five zeros. Walking for about thirty minutes, she turned down a familiar alley way to a hidden streets that only opens at night. Rin slipped through the door and into StarShine.
Just as she was about to open the door to the change room, a tall blond hair girl with athlete's thighs bumped into Rin, knocking her off her feet.
"Oh!! Aries, I'm so sorry, I didn't see you there!" the blond girl said, helping Rin on her feet.
"It's okay, no harm done" Rin said, smiling back. "Wow, Taurus you're earlier than usual."
"Hahaa, so you noticed? Yeah, I got off from my other job early today, so I came to StarShine a bit earlier than usual." Taurus replied. "You better change soon!"
"Yeah, I will, don't worry." Rin said, as she walked into the change room.
As she got in the change room, she went to her locker and opened it up to find a dress already prepared for her. The dress today was made entirely out of silk and was a strap-less long dress. Around the edges of the dress were decorated with crystals, while the dress itself was a midnight blue color. Just as she got her dress on, most of the other hostess were pouring into the change room and getting ready for the night. It was chaotic. The room was way too small to fit even 6 people it, never mind 8 people all at once. Everyone had to fight for hair pins and eyeliners. There was also a fight between two of the hostess to decide who should use the mirrors first.
After about 2 hours of the chaotic struggle and fighting, everyone was finally in their dress, their hair and make up all neatly styled and carefully put on. As usual, all 12 hostess stood in line as their manager examine each of them carefully, to make sure they are in their best of shape and was presentable to the clients. Akito, the manager, spend about 3 seconds more in front of Rin before moving on to the hostess beside her.
"Oh no!" Rin thought, "it must be because my hair is messy. I hope Akito isn't mad."
Rin stared into Akito's eyes, trying to use telepathy to understand what's going through his mind. Akito just smiled and moved on.
When he has finished examining all the hostess, he cleared his throat and began his "work speech" for the night.
"Ahem. As I have told you all yesterday, we have a really important client coming to our club tonight. That will be Mr. Song from the most successful trading company in Korea..." Akito said.
"Gasp! THE Mr.Song from Sungson company?" Gemini asked as she cut off Akito's speech.
Akito cleared his throat again and said "Ahem. Yes, THE Mr.Song. He and his colleagues have fully booked the club for tonight. So I asked of you all to put on your best smile and give your all to make Mr.Song and company to enjoy their time here. Do you all understand?"
"YES!" all 12 hostess said.
"Good. Now shall we begin?" Akito said, smiling to all 12 hostess.
Right at 8pm, Mr. Song and his colleagues came through the door and made their way to their seats. 2 of StarShine's best hostess made their way to where Mr.Song was seated and started introducing themselves. Rin was paired up with Capricorn (as usual) making it the "table of sheep" as what the employee's always called it when Rin paired up with Capricorn.
*I'm ending it here for now...hahaha...shall post part b in a few days (hopefully)
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Sunday, August 29, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
working title (still have no name for this yet)
*me going to try continuing with the teaser thing from last week. so far i have not really decided on how the story would go. just going to come up with random stuff and see how they piece together.
so here's a prologue.
prologue
~~~
Seeing those wet cheeks on a sleeping face,
That is something that should not be seen.
Quickly, but slowly my heart starts to race,
all I want is a shoulder to lean.
"Failed again?" Tatsu asked, with a curious look on his face.
"Yes, and it's the third time this week too." Rin said, with her face in her hands.
"It's okay Rin, don't give up. Just try applying somewhere else." Tatsu said, putting his hand on Rin's shoulder for comfort. "There's plenty of places to work at."
"I have already been through ten interviews. But no one seems interested in hiring someone who didn't graduate from Todai." Rin said, she then sigh, "I guess it's not enough just to get a college degree these days."
Tatsu let out a sigh and took a sip of his cafe Americano and focus his attention on the untouched Cafe Latte in front of Rin. It was 4pm on a sunny Wednesday afternoon in August. Rin on the other hand, stared off to a place far from a local coffee shop in the Ginza district. This coffee shop was one of it's kind, where the owner grew and brew his own coffee beans. The opening times were awkward as well, the owner would only work from 7am to 2pm and only from Mondays to Friday. Beside the table that Tatsu and Rin sat at, there was one other table that was situated outside the small coffee shop decorated with a small bouquet of flowers sitting in the middle of the table.
"I'm really desperate this month too, I'm running out of money and if I asked my parents, I would get sent back to Chiba City." Rin said, the dark circles underneath her eyes just got darker, thinking about the bills she would have to pay for the month.
"Well, I have a suggestion, but, I'm not sure if you'll agree to it." Tatsu said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"What? Really? You are going to find me a job? Is it high paying?" Rin said excited, the circles underneath her eyes got lighter and her eyes lite up.
"Yes, one of my friends is in need of an employee. The job is also high paying, but it is not....how should I phase this? It is not something "suitable" for everyone" Tatsu said, there was a hint of sadness in his voice.
"I don't know if I'm suitable or not. But I'll try my best!" Rin said, as she reached out across the table to hold on to Tatsu's hands.
Tatsu blushed as Rin held his hands and he lowered his head a bit.
"It's best if you use this as a last option. Like if you really can't find a job by the end of this week." Tatsu mumbled.
"No! I'll take the job! I'm desperately in need of a job right now. So can you introduce me to this friend of your's?" Rin said, still holding on to Tatsu's hands.
"I don't know, if you should try for this job anymore." Tatsu muttered, not looking at Rin's eyes.
"What? Why? Is the job really hard and tiring? I don't mind, as long as I get paid." Rin said, tightening her grip on Tatsu's hands.
"It's because, the job requires working at night until early in the morning. It's tiring too." Tatsu said, trying to pull his hands away from Rin's iron grip, but at the same time he wanted Rin to hold on to them forever.
"I don't mind that! I'm jobless right now anyways. So what kind of job is it?" Rin said, her eyes entirely focused on Tatsu's face.
"My friend runs a hostess club and he's in need of a new hostess." Tatsu said, looking at Rin straight in the eye.
Rin loosen her grip and Tatsu quickly pulled his hands away and started massaging his red and swollen hands.
Rin lost all the exitement she had before and stared at her cup of cafe latte, not believing what Tatsu just said.
"Ummm, Rin? Are you okay?" Tatsu said, trying to figure out how Rin was taking it.
"What? Oh, um, you know what?" Rin said, pushing her chestnut brown hair back. "I think I'll try for this job.
"What? Are you serious? Why? It's not a job a girl like you should be doing." Tatsu said, jumping up and accidently spilling his cafe Americano on his pants.
"I thought about it briefly, and I really need money right now. So maybe I should try for this job. And work there until I find another one." Rin said looking up at the shocked Tatsu. "Besides, it's not like I'll get hired. I don't think I have the face or a body of a hostess."
Tatsu ignored the spilled coffee on his pants and sat back down. Taking in every word Rin just said.
He then said, "Yes, you're right. Besides, it's only temporary."
"So? Can you introduce me to this friend of yours then?" Rin asked.
"Sure, We can go there right now. It's close by here and he should be there setting up right now." Tatsu said as he and Rin got up and started heading for the hostess club.
~~
They walked for about 30 minutes as Tatsu lead Rin through the maze of clothing boutiques, resturants, and bars. They finally stopped in front of a rather tall building with two floors. On the top of the entrance was a enormous LED sign saying "Star Shine". Star Shine stood out from it's neighboring small bars and sushi resturants. The outside of the building was built entirely out of tinted glass and looking through the entrance there was a long staircase leading up to the second floor.
Tatsu and Rin made their way up the red-carpeted staircase and up to a small bar-like area with about twenty tables of various sizes and shapes. Behind the bar table was a tall, dark-haired man in his late twenties.
"Hey!" Tatsu shout out to the man behind the bar table.
The man looked up and smiled, as he made his way towards Tatsu.
"Hey to you too! It's been so long since we last saw each other." the man said, pulling Tatsu into a bear hug.
"Yeah, I know. Hey listen, I heard you needed a new hostess?" Tatsu said as he pulled away form the man's bear hug.
"Yes, I did." the man replied, then he turned towards Rin. "And would this lady be my new hostess?"
"Well, if you are planning to hire her." Tatsu said.
"You're hired then. Can you start today?" the man said.
"Um, well, I, YES!" Rin said, not knowing what to say. The shock of being hired right on the spot made her speechless.
"Well the, welcome to Star Shine and I'll be your manager. My name is Yamanoto Akito." Akito said, stretching his hand out.
"I'm Sakuna Rin. Please take good care of me." Rin said, shaking Akito's outstretched hand.
~~~~~~
end.
*so...this is what i have came up with. kekeke...so how does this lead to the teaser part from before? hahaa...even i don't know yet.
so here's a prologue.
prologue
~~~
Seeing those wet cheeks on a sleeping face,
That is something that should not be seen.
Quickly, but slowly my heart starts to race,
all I want is a shoulder to lean.
"Failed again?" Tatsu asked, with a curious look on his face.
"Yes, and it's the third time this week too." Rin said, with her face in her hands.
"It's okay Rin, don't give up. Just try applying somewhere else." Tatsu said, putting his hand on Rin's shoulder for comfort. "There's plenty of places to work at."
"I have already been through ten interviews. But no one seems interested in hiring someone who didn't graduate from Todai." Rin said, she then sigh, "I guess it's not enough just to get a college degree these days."
Tatsu let out a sigh and took a sip of his cafe Americano and focus his attention on the untouched Cafe Latte in front of Rin. It was 4pm on a sunny Wednesday afternoon in August. Rin on the other hand, stared off to a place far from a local coffee shop in the Ginza district. This coffee shop was one of it's kind, where the owner grew and brew his own coffee beans. The opening times were awkward as well, the owner would only work from 7am to 2pm and only from Mondays to Friday. Beside the table that Tatsu and Rin sat at, there was one other table that was situated outside the small coffee shop decorated with a small bouquet of flowers sitting in the middle of the table.
"I'm really desperate this month too, I'm running out of money and if I asked my parents, I would get sent back to Chiba City." Rin said, the dark circles underneath her eyes just got darker, thinking about the bills she would have to pay for the month.
"Well, I have a suggestion, but, I'm not sure if you'll agree to it." Tatsu said, there was seriousness in his tone.
"What? Really? You are going to find me a job? Is it high paying?" Rin said excited, the circles underneath her eyes got lighter and her eyes lite up.
"Yes, one of my friends is in need of an employee. The job is also high paying, but it is not....how should I phase this? It is not something "suitable" for everyone" Tatsu said, there was a hint of sadness in his voice.
"I don't know if I'm suitable or not. But I'll try my best!" Rin said, as she reached out across the table to hold on to Tatsu's hands.
Tatsu blushed as Rin held his hands and he lowered his head a bit.
"It's best if you use this as a last option. Like if you really can't find a job by the end of this week." Tatsu mumbled.
"No! I'll take the job! I'm desperately in need of a job right now. So can you introduce me to this friend of your's?" Rin said, still holding on to Tatsu's hands.
"I don't know, if you should try for this job anymore." Tatsu muttered, not looking at Rin's eyes.
"What? Why? Is the job really hard and tiring? I don't mind, as long as I get paid." Rin said, tightening her grip on Tatsu's hands.
"It's because, the job requires working at night until early in the morning. It's tiring too." Tatsu said, trying to pull his hands away from Rin's iron grip, but at the same time he wanted Rin to hold on to them forever.
"I don't mind that! I'm jobless right now anyways. So what kind of job is it?" Rin said, her eyes entirely focused on Tatsu's face.
"My friend runs a hostess club and he's in need of a new hostess." Tatsu said, looking at Rin straight in the eye.
Rin loosen her grip and Tatsu quickly pulled his hands away and started massaging his red and swollen hands.
Rin lost all the exitement she had before and stared at her cup of cafe latte, not believing what Tatsu just said.
"Ummm, Rin? Are you okay?" Tatsu said, trying to figure out how Rin was taking it.
"What? Oh, um, you know what?" Rin said, pushing her chestnut brown hair back. "I think I'll try for this job.
"What? Are you serious? Why? It's not a job a girl like you should be doing." Tatsu said, jumping up and accidently spilling his cafe Americano on his pants.
"I thought about it briefly, and I really need money right now. So maybe I should try for this job. And work there until I find another one." Rin said looking up at the shocked Tatsu. "Besides, it's not like I'll get hired. I don't think I have the face or a body of a hostess."
Tatsu ignored the spilled coffee on his pants and sat back down. Taking in every word Rin just said.
He then said, "Yes, you're right. Besides, it's only temporary."
"So? Can you introduce me to this friend of yours then?" Rin asked.
"Sure, We can go there right now. It's close by here and he should be there setting up right now." Tatsu said as he and Rin got up and started heading for the hostess club.
~~
They walked for about 30 minutes as Tatsu lead Rin through the maze of clothing boutiques, resturants, and bars. They finally stopped in front of a rather tall building with two floors. On the top of the entrance was a enormous LED sign saying "Star Shine". Star Shine stood out from it's neighboring small bars and sushi resturants. The outside of the building was built entirely out of tinted glass and looking through the entrance there was a long staircase leading up to the second floor.
Tatsu and Rin made their way up the red-carpeted staircase and up to a small bar-like area with about twenty tables of various sizes and shapes. Behind the bar table was a tall, dark-haired man in his late twenties.
"Hey!" Tatsu shout out to the man behind the bar table.
The man looked up and smiled, as he made his way towards Tatsu.
"Hey to you too! It's been so long since we last saw each other." the man said, pulling Tatsu into a bear hug.
"Yeah, I know. Hey listen, I heard you needed a new hostess?" Tatsu said as he pulled away form the man's bear hug.
"Yes, I did." the man replied, then he turned towards Rin. "And would this lady be my new hostess?"
"Well, if you are planning to hire her." Tatsu said.
"You're hired then. Can you start today?" the man said.
"Um, well, I, YES!" Rin said, not knowing what to say. The shock of being hired right on the spot made her speechless.
"Well the, welcome to Star Shine and I'll be your manager. My name is Yamanoto Akito." Akito said, stretching his hand out.
"I'm Sakuna Rin. Please take good care of me." Rin said, shaking Akito's outstretched hand.
~~~~~~
end.
*so...this is what i have came up with. kekeke...so how does this lead to the teaser part from before? hahaa...even i don't know yet.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
at work....
ah...thought i just bash a bit this time.
no fanfics this time.
just me bored at work
=.= so bored...
i tried to read fanfics but there was no good ones today.
then they author of Howl (kyuhae fanfic) didn't update since ..many weeks ago. so sad now.
want to know what happens next.
and
for the teaser and trial post i posted before.
mm...
no idea what im going to do with that right now....
i just suddenly thought of that off the top of my head. ....and when i tried to figure out what to write on it....my mind goes blank.
so that's why i've been playing these LG (little girls) dating sims game on my DS to find some interesting plot. something different from the usual asian dramas.
also watching kuroshitsuji season 2. okay so far. though it doesn't follow manga but it showed Soma Prince in ep 5! kekke....i like Soma prince...
mmm..
back to work now i guess...until i think of something to post.
=)
no fanfics this time.
just me bored at work
=.= so bored...
i tried to read fanfics but there was no good ones today.
then they author of Howl (kyuhae fanfic) didn't update since ..many weeks ago. so sad now.
want to know what happens next.
and
for the teaser and trial post i posted before.
mm...
no idea what im going to do with that right now....
i just suddenly thought of that off the top of my head. ....and when i tried to figure out what to write on it....my mind goes blank.
so that's why i've been playing these LG (little girls) dating sims game on my DS to find some interesting plot. something different from the usual asian dramas.
also watching kuroshitsuji season 2. okay so far. though it doesn't follow manga but it showed Soma Prince in ep 5! kekke....i like Soma prince...
mmm..
back to work now i guess...until i think of something to post.
=)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
teaser and trial.
trial #1
"I want to see you again." Akito said on the other side of the phone.
"I want to see you too." Rin said, tears starting to overflow.
Alone in her apartment, Rin tightly clutch onto the receiver, thinking it would fly away from her hands if she did. The apartment originally belonged to Akito, but he was no where in site. Slowly tears flowed from the corner of her eyes. Tears dropped softly on her bulging stomach, staining her satin red dress. The life inside of Rin was barely one month old. Before long it will grow ten times its current size.
"Where are you right now?" Rin cried.
"Somewhere far away from where you are." Akito grimly replied.
"When will you be back?" Rin asked, desperate to know Akito's whereabouts.
"Perhaps, not for a long time." Akito replied.
And the line was cut off.
"I want to see you again." Akito said on the other side of the phone.
"I want to see you too." Rin said, tears starting to overflow.
Alone in her apartment, Rin tightly clutch onto the receiver, thinking it would fly away from her hands if she did. The apartment originally belonged to Akito, but he was no where in site. Slowly tears flowed from the corner of her eyes. Tears dropped softly on her bulging stomach, staining her satin red dress. The life inside of Rin was barely one month old. Before long it will grow ten times its current size.
"Where are you right now?" Rin cried.
"Somewhere far away from where you are." Akito grimly replied.
"When will you be back?" Rin asked, desperate to know Akito's whereabouts.
"Perhaps, not for a long time." Akito replied.
And the line was cut off.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.6 (discussion)
After much thought, I think I'm going to end this fanfic with Ch.6.
Because I am running out of things to write about Heechul.
He is happy, Hankyung is happy, everyone's happy.
=.= Although I wish with all my might that Hankyung could had stayed in Suju. But it's not possible right now.
=)
it's going to be a happy ending...so stay tune!
Because I am running out of things to write about Heechul.
He is happy, Hankyung is happy, everyone's happy.
=.= Although I wish with all my might that Hankyung could had stayed in Suju. But it's not possible right now.
=)
it's going to be a happy ending...so stay tune!
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.6 (final)
* Again, quick reminder, story is fictional. None of it is real except for the characters.
Also decided to end the fanfic with chapter 6. Because I'm getting close to in the time line where Hankyung reveals he and SJ still has a mutual relationship. =)
As usual, plz beware of BAD ENGLISH and typos. hahaha.
Also switch some things around...Hankyung was "rumored" to have showed up in the Shanghai performance...but I made it in the Manila..just because it was the last of the the SS2 performance.
Ch.6 (final)
~~~~~
As scheduled, our last Super Show 2 performance was to be in Manila. We are currently waiting in the airport and ready to board the flight to Manila.
Every since the last call from Hankyung, he never contacted me. Even though he said he will. Never happened. I was a little frustrated at first, but now I'm just too excited to go to Manila to even care about it.
As usual, Siwon brought a cup of Starbucks coffee and sat down chatting with Eeteuk. Kyuhyun had his laptop open on his lap and is most probably playing Starcraft. Donghae, Ryeowook, Zhoumi and Henry were all chatting about Kpop girl-groups. Shindong and Sungmin taking Sulca pictures of themselves and uploading it on their Cyworld. Eunhyuk and Yesung were on the phone talking to someone.
So what am I doing? Of course on Twitter and reading through all my fans' replies.
As usual, our flight to Manila was a peaceful one.
~
"Ah! Manila's first Suju performance!" Donghae shouted, as he got off the plane.
"Aw, do we have to use the "VIP route" again? I want to see how the duty-free stores look like!" Zhoumi exclaimed.
"VIP route? OMG, my first VIP route in Manila! YEAH, going to post that on Facebook" Henry said.
"Can we sleep first? I didn't get much sleep, Sungmin kept taking Sulca pictures with me on the flight." Yesung complained.
"No. You are all going for rehearsal first. Because the concert is tomorrow. But I promise to treat you guys to something good afterward." Our manager said, herding everyone onto the bus and out of the airport.
Our rehearsal ended smoothly without any trouble. Or I should say, without MUCH trouble. Because this was our last stop for the tour and we have been performing for more than half the year now. Everyone was familiar with how the concert stage was set up (it was the same basic layout no matter which country we performed in.). Though some problems did arise. At first none of our mics were working. Then there was problems with the audio. As the staffs rushed to fix the "technical difficulties" we just started fooling around on the stage. We found the water guns that were going to be used in the concert and started a water-gun fight. By the time the staffs has sorted out the equipment, we were all drench in water from head to toe. But we started our rehearsal with seriousness.
~~~
As promised, our manager treated us to an exquisite Malaysian cuisine. We ate so much our bellies grew 3 sizes.
~~~ (10 minutes for the start of the concert)
"Okay, this is our last Super Show 2 concert, you guys, so let's give it all we have" Eeteuk said.
"WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR!" fans chanted.
"Wow, I think they are going to rip apart the stadium if we don't go out right now." Ryeowook said.
"No they won't. Don't be silly" Yesung said, pinching Ryeowook's cheeks.
"Okay, are you guys ready?" one of the staffs asked.
"YEAH! Let's do this! Fighting!" we all replied.
"Okay, Lights!" the staff yelled.
And with that, our last Super Show 2 concert started.
Like every other of our concerts, we gave it our all. We showed our fans the "immature" side of us and the serious side of us. When it was time for us to sing "Happiness", Kyuhyun suddenly said "Hankyung-hyung" and pointed towards the crowd.
We all turned our heads to where Kyuhyun was pointing and saw Hankyung waving at us. There was tears in his eyes.
At that moment, I wanted to jump off the stage and run towards him then pull him up to the stage.
I wanted very much for Hankyung to be with us, on the stage, performing with us.
I wanted Hankyung to be by my side. I also wanted time to stop, so we can treasure our last moment together, before Hankyung and I would no longer be together.
We would not be sleeping in the same dorm.
We would not be sharing the same food.
We would not be practicing together.
We would not be singing together or dancing together.
We would not be together like we used to.
Not anymore.
then Ryeowook's turn to sing.
"Let's stay together, You and I forever." Ryeowook sung.
I cried. We all cried. As we sung.
I think our fans might have started crying as well and everyone started to chant "Hankyung, Hankyung. Super Junior. Super Junior."
Suddenly all the sapphire blue glowsticks were turned off. The sapphire sea disappeared for an instant. Just to be replaced by sapphire lights that spelled "Forever 13" high up in the audience.
Forever 13. Forever together. Even though we are not physically together as a group. 13 hearts still connect together. Forming a team. A "team" that has no "I" but "we".
This is what I believed when I saw the words "forever 13".
I believed Hankyung made the right decision. I want to support him and hope he finds happiness. Even if I'm not there to celebrate it with him.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Ch.6 end
*good ending? bad ending?
=.= I wanted to end it nicely and not have a cliff hanger. but I also have no idea how to end it either.
Also decided to end the fanfic with chapter 6. Because I'm getting close to in the time line where Hankyung reveals he and SJ still has a mutual relationship. =)
As usual, plz beware of BAD ENGLISH and typos. hahaha.
Also switch some things around...Hankyung was "rumored" to have showed up in the Shanghai performance...but I made it in the Manila..just because it was the last of the the SS2 performance.
Ch.6 (final)
~~~~~
As scheduled, our last Super Show 2 performance was to be in Manila. We are currently waiting in the airport and ready to board the flight to Manila.
Every since the last call from Hankyung, he never contacted me. Even though he said he will. Never happened. I was a little frustrated at first, but now I'm just too excited to go to Manila to even care about it.
As usual, Siwon brought a cup of Starbucks coffee and sat down chatting with Eeteuk. Kyuhyun had his laptop open on his lap and is most probably playing Starcraft. Donghae, Ryeowook, Zhoumi and Henry were all chatting about Kpop girl-groups. Shindong and Sungmin taking Sulca pictures of themselves and uploading it on their Cyworld. Eunhyuk and Yesung were on the phone talking to someone.
So what am I doing? Of course on Twitter and reading through all my fans' replies.
As usual, our flight to Manila was a peaceful one.
~
"Ah! Manila's first Suju performance!" Donghae shouted, as he got off the plane.
"Aw, do we have to use the "VIP route" again? I want to see how the duty-free stores look like!" Zhoumi exclaimed.
"VIP route? OMG, my first VIP route in Manila! YEAH, going to post that on Facebook" Henry said.
"Can we sleep first? I didn't get much sleep, Sungmin kept taking Sulca pictures with me on the flight." Yesung complained.
"No. You are all going for rehearsal first. Because the concert is tomorrow. But I promise to treat you guys to something good afterward." Our manager said, herding everyone onto the bus and out of the airport.
Our rehearsal ended smoothly without any trouble. Or I should say, without MUCH trouble. Because this was our last stop for the tour and we have been performing for more than half the year now. Everyone was familiar with how the concert stage was set up (it was the same basic layout no matter which country we performed in.). Though some problems did arise. At first none of our mics were working. Then there was problems with the audio. As the staffs rushed to fix the "technical difficulties" we just started fooling around on the stage. We found the water guns that were going to be used in the concert and started a water-gun fight. By the time the staffs has sorted out the equipment, we were all drench in water from head to toe. But we started our rehearsal with seriousness.
~~~
As promised, our manager treated us to an exquisite Malaysian cuisine. We ate so much our bellies grew 3 sizes.
~~~ (10 minutes for the start of the concert)
"Okay, this is our last Super Show 2 concert, you guys, so let's give it all we have" Eeteuk said.
"WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR! SUPER JUNIOR!" fans chanted.
"Wow, I think they are going to rip apart the stadium if we don't go out right now." Ryeowook said.
"No they won't. Don't be silly" Yesung said, pinching Ryeowook's cheeks.
"Okay, are you guys ready?" one of the staffs asked.
"YEAH! Let's do this! Fighting!" we all replied.
"Okay, Lights!" the staff yelled.
And with that, our last Super Show 2 concert started.
Like every other of our concerts, we gave it our all. We showed our fans the "immature" side of us and the serious side of us. When it was time for us to sing "Happiness", Kyuhyun suddenly said "Hankyung-hyung" and pointed towards the crowd.
We all turned our heads to where Kyuhyun was pointing and saw Hankyung waving at us. There was tears in his eyes.
At that moment, I wanted to jump off the stage and run towards him then pull him up to the stage.
I wanted very much for Hankyung to be with us, on the stage, performing with us.
I wanted Hankyung to be by my side. I also wanted time to stop, so we can treasure our last moment together, before Hankyung and I would no longer be together.
We would not be sleeping in the same dorm.
We would not be sharing the same food.
We would not be practicing together.
We would not be singing together or dancing together.
We would not be together like we used to.
Not anymore.
then Ryeowook's turn to sing.
"Let's stay together, You and I forever." Ryeowook sung.
I cried. We all cried. As we sung.
I think our fans might have started crying as well and everyone started to chant "Hankyung, Hankyung. Super Junior. Super Junior."
Suddenly all the sapphire blue glowsticks were turned off. The sapphire sea disappeared for an instant. Just to be replaced by sapphire lights that spelled "Forever 13" high up in the audience.
Forever 13. Forever together. Even though we are not physically together as a group. 13 hearts still connect together. Forming a team. A "team" that has no "I" but "we".
This is what I believed when I saw the words "forever 13".
I believed Hankyung made the right decision. I want to support him and hope he finds happiness. Even if I'm not there to celebrate it with him.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Ch.6 end
*good ending? bad ending?
=.= I wanted to end it nicely and not have a cliff hanger. but I also have no idea how to end it either.
There's no "I" in "team" - ch.5
Note* WOAH! Going to ch.5 now. =w= didn't give preview in CH.4 kekeke...because I'm writing this right after I wrote ch.4. =) Happy reading! (reading my bad english that is)
Ch.5
~~~
For the next few weeks, I started going to my schedules again and practicing for the remainder of the Super Show II concerts. I was even invited to start a new radio talk show called "Young Street". After Shindong started Twitter, I got myself a Twitter account as well. Going between the radio station and the practice room as well as posting on Twitter allowed me to forgot about Hankyung. Not forget him completely.
I told myself, Hankyung had his reasons for leaving SM, it was just as painful for him leaving as it was for me to see him leave. It was for the better, I kept reminding myself.
Now it has been 3 months since Hankyung left (and about a day after Eunhyuk tried to kill me on the rooftop of our dorm) I was getting out of bed and started to head towards the company to start on a parody dance of F(x)'s Chu for our upcoming concert in Shanghai. Our concert was coming up soon, so I have been practicing night and day to make sure the dance was perfect.
Just before I could reach the door of the dorm the phone rings.
"Oh no, it must be Eeteuk hyung rushing me and nagging about how it's not the first time I'm late again this week" I thought to myself.
I picked up the phone, "Teukkie, I'm coming, you dont' need to nag." I said.
"Who's nagging?" a familiar voice asked.
I almost dropped the phone when I heard HIM speak. It was so long, since I have heard that voice.
"Hankyung?" I asked.
"Well, of course it's me. Who else has this lovely voice?" Hankyung asked, jokingly.
I was in a mixture of happiness and anger, so I replied, "Obviously, you don't have a lovely voice."
"Haha, really now? So, how have you been?" Hankyung asked.
"Could be better." I said, trying to hold back on the bitterness that is rising in my throat.
"Look, I didn't mean to leave like this so suddenly. It's just that if I told you I was leaving when you were sober. You would have stopped me, and I couldn't have defied you." Hankyung said, a little hurt from hearing Heechul's reply.
"So you thought leaving me like you did made everything better?" I said in a mocking tone. "Do you know how..much I.........." I began to say, but decided it was not worth it.
"Hey. I apologized! Can't we still stay as friends? I know I was wrong for not contacting you in 3 months. But I was busy with other things, so I couldn't contact you." Hankyung said. "And Heechul, I still love you. Whether I'm in Super Junior or not, I still love you as much as I always did."
I was stunned for a bit. I slowly digested every word Hankyung said. Then I said "I love you too Hankyung." was I could say. Words were escaping me, but I managed to utter "What do you plan to do now?"
"You already know I'm suing SM right? Well, I'm also working on a solo album. We are still in the planning stage, and so far no recording as occured yet. Although I want to go into acting, I thought I should make myself known as a solo artist first. You know, to raise popularity?" Hankyung replied, relieved to hear I was no longer speaking in a mocking tone.
"That makes us rivals in China now?" I said.
"Haha, yeah, We're rivals now. Me versus Super Junior." Hankyung replied laughing.
Just then my cellphone rings. This time it must be Eeteuk I thought to myself.
"I have to go now. Eeteuk is calling." I said, a little sad that I could not talk to Hankyung for a longer time.
"Okay, I'll contact you again. Please tell the other members I am sorry and I miss them a lot." Hankyung said.
I hung up and rushed to the practice room. I was 30 minutes late, but that was okay, because when I told the other members I contacted Hankyung, everyone forgot I was late to practice.
~~~
I gave everything I had in practice that day. I even told our manager to give us an extra 2 hours of practice time for the concert. By the end of the day everyone was so angry at me for practicing over time. But because they were too exhausted to do anything about it they just laid on the floor and were panting for air.
"We're ready for our concert in a few days now!" I cried, not one bit tired from practice.
"OF COURSE WE"RE READY!" Kyuhyun panted, almost out of breathe. "We practiced so much today that I can't even move my body anymore."
"Aish, Kyuhyun-ah you only know how to complain. You need to work on dancing the most. I'm being nice today, so that our fans won't call you a "dancing black hole" anymore."I replied, pulling Kyuhyun into a half-nelson.
"Ah! Can you two stop breathing my air?!" Sungmin exclaimed, "the practice room is already hot enough without you two adding oil to fire."
"Sungmin's right. We need to get out of here and get some air." Eeteuk said, his whole body drenched in sweat.
"Okay, fine. Since I'm feeling generous today I'll treat you guys to drinks. How about that?" I said, getting up and heading for the door.
"YES!!!!!!!!!! " everyone said, and bolted out of the practice room at lightening speed.
~~~
Like I promised, I treated them to drinks. We all drank until Ryeowook and Sungmin passed out.
"Ah, they're so weak." Shindong said. "Only one can of beer and they're knocked out."
"Ah. good for me then." I said jokingly. "Save me some money."
"Hahaha, oh well. They're not heavy drinkers to began with." Eunhyuk said drinking his orange juice. He was obligated to never let alcohol touch his lips.
"Ha! Me and Hankyung we could drink 12 cans each and not pass out." I said.
"Hankyung hyung didn't let Ryeowook drink in China, because he would get a hang over the next morning if he did." Donghae said, staring at his half empty can of beer.
"Hankyung hyung made sure I didn't drink too much. Since my skin isn't good and drinking just made it worst." Kyuhyun said.
"Hankyung hyung won't had...." Siwon began. Then Donghae started crying. At first it was quiet sniffs then tears came out. Before long, Donghae was hiccuping and wailing.
Eunhyuk was the next to cry. As if crying was contiguous everyone started to cry.
The thoughts of Hankyung affected everyone that night (except Ryeowook and Sungmin). We all started comforting each other and wiping each other's tears away.
This time I was not as depressed. Because I had Super Junior, who cried with me. We cried together because there is no "I" in "team" and Super Junior was a "team".
But we were also a "family". A family looks out for each other. Tears and joy has their equal share among family members.
~~~~
Ch.5 end.
*kekeke, finally getting to the part why this fanfic is called "there's no I in team". =) and yes, I believe Super Junior is a family. ELFs are part of this family too. hehehe...
It seems like I might be able to finish this in 6 or 7 chs.
Ch.5
~~~
For the next few weeks, I started going to my schedules again and practicing for the remainder of the Super Show II concerts. I was even invited to start a new radio talk show called "Young Street". After Shindong started Twitter, I got myself a Twitter account as well. Going between the radio station and the practice room as well as posting on Twitter allowed me to forgot about Hankyung. Not forget him completely.
I told myself, Hankyung had his reasons for leaving SM, it was just as painful for him leaving as it was for me to see him leave. It was for the better, I kept reminding myself.
Now it has been 3 months since Hankyung left (and about a day after Eunhyuk tried to kill me on the rooftop of our dorm) I was getting out of bed and started to head towards the company to start on a parody dance of F(x)'s Chu for our upcoming concert in Shanghai. Our concert was coming up soon, so I have been practicing night and day to make sure the dance was perfect.
Just before I could reach the door of the dorm the phone rings.
"Oh no, it must be Eeteuk hyung rushing me and nagging about how it's not the first time I'm late again this week" I thought to myself.
I picked up the phone, "Teukkie, I'm coming, you dont' need to nag." I said.
"Who's nagging?" a familiar voice asked.
I almost dropped the phone when I heard HIM speak. It was so long, since I have heard that voice.
"Hankyung?" I asked.
"Well, of course it's me. Who else has this lovely voice?" Hankyung asked, jokingly.
I was in a mixture of happiness and anger, so I replied, "Obviously, you don't have a lovely voice."
"Haha, really now? So, how have you been?" Hankyung asked.
"Could be better." I said, trying to hold back on the bitterness that is rising in my throat.
"Look, I didn't mean to leave like this so suddenly. It's just that if I told you I was leaving when you were sober. You would have stopped me, and I couldn't have defied you." Hankyung said, a little hurt from hearing Heechul's reply.
"So you thought leaving me like you did made everything better?" I said in a mocking tone. "Do you know how..much I.........." I began to say, but decided it was not worth it.
"Hey. I apologized! Can't we still stay as friends? I know I was wrong for not contacting you in 3 months. But I was busy with other things, so I couldn't contact you." Hankyung said. "And Heechul, I still love you. Whether I'm in Super Junior or not, I still love you as much as I always did."
I was stunned for a bit. I slowly digested every word Hankyung said. Then I said "I love you too Hankyung." was I could say. Words were escaping me, but I managed to utter "What do you plan to do now?"
"You already know I'm suing SM right? Well, I'm also working on a solo album. We are still in the planning stage, and so far no recording as occured yet. Although I want to go into acting, I thought I should make myself known as a solo artist first. You know, to raise popularity?" Hankyung replied, relieved to hear I was no longer speaking in a mocking tone.
"That makes us rivals in China now?" I said.
"Haha, yeah, We're rivals now. Me versus Super Junior." Hankyung replied laughing.
Just then my cellphone rings. This time it must be Eeteuk I thought to myself.
"I have to go now. Eeteuk is calling." I said, a little sad that I could not talk to Hankyung for a longer time.
"Okay, I'll contact you again. Please tell the other members I am sorry and I miss them a lot." Hankyung said.
I hung up and rushed to the practice room. I was 30 minutes late, but that was okay, because when I told the other members I contacted Hankyung, everyone forgot I was late to practice.
~~~
I gave everything I had in practice that day. I even told our manager to give us an extra 2 hours of practice time for the concert. By the end of the day everyone was so angry at me for practicing over time. But because they were too exhausted to do anything about it they just laid on the floor and were panting for air.
"We're ready for our concert in a few days now!" I cried, not one bit tired from practice.
"OF COURSE WE"RE READY!" Kyuhyun panted, almost out of breathe. "We practiced so much today that I can't even move my body anymore."
"Aish, Kyuhyun-ah you only know how to complain. You need to work on dancing the most. I'm being nice today, so that our fans won't call you a "dancing black hole" anymore."I replied, pulling Kyuhyun into a half-nelson.
"Ah! Can you two stop breathing my air?!" Sungmin exclaimed, "the practice room is already hot enough without you two adding oil to fire."
"Sungmin's right. We need to get out of here and get some air." Eeteuk said, his whole body drenched in sweat.
"Okay, fine. Since I'm feeling generous today I'll treat you guys to drinks. How about that?" I said, getting up and heading for the door.
"YES!!!!!!!!!! " everyone said, and bolted out of the practice room at lightening speed.
~~~
Like I promised, I treated them to drinks. We all drank until Ryeowook and Sungmin passed out.
"Ah, they're so weak." Shindong said. "Only one can of beer and they're knocked out."
"Ah. good for me then." I said jokingly. "Save me some money."
"Hahaha, oh well. They're not heavy drinkers to began with." Eunhyuk said drinking his orange juice. He was obligated to never let alcohol touch his lips.
"Ha! Me and Hankyung we could drink 12 cans each and not pass out." I said.
"Hankyung hyung didn't let Ryeowook drink in China, because he would get a hang over the next morning if he did." Donghae said, staring at his half empty can of beer.
"Hankyung hyung made sure I didn't drink too much. Since my skin isn't good and drinking just made it worst." Kyuhyun said.
"Hankyung hyung won't had...." Siwon began. Then Donghae started crying. At first it was quiet sniffs then tears came out. Before long, Donghae was hiccuping and wailing.
Eunhyuk was the next to cry. As if crying was contiguous everyone started to cry.
The thoughts of Hankyung affected everyone that night (except Ryeowook and Sungmin). We all started comforting each other and wiping each other's tears away.
This time I was not as depressed. Because I had Super Junior, who cried with me. We cried together because there is no "I" in "team" and Super Junior was a "team".
But we were also a "family". A family looks out for each other. Tears and joy has their equal share among family members.
~~~~
Ch.5 end.
*kekeke, finally getting to the part why this fanfic is called "there's no I in team". =) and yes, I believe Super Junior is a family. ELFs are part of this family too. hehehe...
It seems like I might be able to finish this in 6 or 7 chs.
There's no "I" in "team" Ch.4
author's note: I suddenly thoguht of something to write for this ch. I shall try to end it in 10 chs. Then I'll start working on kyuteuk fanfic.
Ch.4
~~
It has been two months since Hankyung left without saying anything. It also has been 2 months since I last talked to anyone.
Everyday felt like a nightmare that won't end. I was tired all the time, had no appetite and did not went to practice with the other members.
My manger came everyday to pursue me to attend to my schedules and to practice for the upcoming 4th album.
But I ignored him, I didn't want a 4h album with no Hankyung. It didn't feel right.
I felt like there's no "Super Junior" without "Hankyung".
The days went past with me on the computer gathering every article and every rumor that was available on the internet about Hankyung's whereabouts.
Hankyung's cellphone was unavaliable, and when I phoned his house in China, his parents said they haven't seen him. No one in SM has seen or heard from him either.
It was most probable that Hankyung was no longer in Seoul or Korea for that matter.
Just when Hankyung have left Super Junior for 2 months, a surprising news appeared on television.
"In the next segment of today's news. Hankyung of Super Junior held a meeting with news reporter all over Seoul to reveal his leave in Korea's most popular boyband Super Junior."
the news lady reported, one night when most of the Super Junior members were at the dorm.
"Hyung, Hyung! Heechul hyung you better come see this. " Ryeowook said, as he burst into my room.
"I don't want to." I replied, half asleep.
"It's Hankyung hyung! he's on TV right now!" Ryeowook cried, dragging me off my bed and into the couch in the living room. My heart raced, as Ryeowook pulled me into the living room.
"Hankyung? On TV?" I thought.
"I would like to express my deepest apology to Super Junior fans around the world. But because of certain reasons, I decided to terminate my contract with SM Entertainment and I decided to go into acting." Hankyung said with tears in his eyes. "I beg for forgiveness from my fans and from the members of Super Junior. And I would like everyone to know, I have thought of this for a really long time and it was not a spur of the moment decision. On top of that, I will be suing SM entertainment for human rights reasons."
I sat on the couch, dumbfounded. Hankyung suing SM? It didn't seem like somethinig he would do. Knowing him for 5 years now, Hankyung didn't seem like the type of person to do something like this. He has always been a mild person and kept everything to himself.
"Suing SM? What is he thinking?" Kyuhyun exclaimed. "This is not right."
"It was bound to happen soon." Eeteuk said, sighing. "The way his manager treated him."
"I...I......." Donghae began to say, as he choked back the tears.
"It's alright Donghae. Don't cry." Eunhyuk said, pulling Donghae into his arms. "It's alright. Hankyung has made his decision. We should support him."
"I feel Hankyung hyung's pain. Although I agree with him leaving the group. I didn't think he would go as far as SUING SM" Siwon said aloud.
No one said anything afterwards. As the clock slowly ticked away. Each of the members slowly made their way back to their rooms without saying anything to each other.
I was left by myself on the couch. I didn't know what to think or what to do. I just wanted to sit there, in the living room, and the clock slowly tick away. Tic Toc Tic Toc, wishing the clock would move backwards. Back to when Hankyung was still in the dorm.
~~~~~ (several days later)
"Hyung, you have to eat." Eunhyuk said, placing a tray of food in front of me.
"No, it's okay. I'm really tired right now Hyukkie. I'm going back to my room" I replied.
"Hyung, don't be like this. You lost so much weight ever since that incident." Eunhyuk said, pushing the tray of food towards me.
"NO! I said I'm tired, so leave me alone!" I said angrily. Then I started to get up and headed for my room.
"Come on, hyung, get over it! You know Hankyung's not coming back! Didn't you see the news? Hankyung's suing SM. There's no way he'll be back." Eunhyuk cried, as he rushed up to me and tried to drag me back to the tray of food.
"Shut up! Just shut up. I don't want to know about what Hankyung's doing. All I want right now is to sleep." I said, trying to get Eunhyuk off me.
"Hyung! Why won't you listen?" Eunhyuk said, he was on the verge of tears. "I need you! No, Super Junior needs you!"
Eunhyuk's words hit me like a cold burst of wind in a winter morning.
It felt like I just woke up from a long dream.
He was right, I'm not alone.
Super Junior needs me the most right now. Now that Hankyung's gone.
There was also the other members to think about. They are equally as upset about Hankyung leaving SM as I was. I wasn't alone. I wasn't suffering by myself. I wasn't the only one who miss Hankyung.
However, Eunhyuk's words didn't really make me feel any better. I just felt more depressed, thinking how the other members are equally as sad as I was.
"Hyung, it's going to be okay. Even though there's only 10 of us left in Super Junior. Everything will be fine." Eunhyuk said, pulling me into a hug. "We have to be strong and support Hankyung's decision."
"Hyukkie.....Do you think what Hankyung did was right?" I asked, hugging him back.
"I think he made the right decision. He didn't need to endure the pain anymore. He's free now. As a team, we should respect that." Eunhyuk replied, tightening his grip on me.
"Perhaps you are right. It was for the best." I said, not believing myself.
That night, I decided to eat with the rest of the members. Everyone was happy to see me eating again and out of my room. Although I wasn't in the mood to talk. No one questioned how quiet I have become. They were all glad to see me again. I too was glad to know I wasn't suffering alone. Everyone was there to share my pain. As I ate my meal in silence, I began to think how lucky I was to be part of Super Junior.
~~~~
End of Ch. 4
* Is my english improving? Haha ...maybe not. But I did make Heechul feel better!
=.= I like Heechul cried alot when I first heard Hankyung left Super Junior. But now I decided to support him in his solo career. Maybe it was a turn for the better?
Ch.4
~~
It has been two months since Hankyung left without saying anything. It also has been 2 months since I last talked to anyone.
Everyday felt like a nightmare that won't end. I was tired all the time, had no appetite and did not went to practice with the other members.
My manger came everyday to pursue me to attend to my schedules and to practice for the upcoming 4th album.
But I ignored him, I didn't want a 4h album with no Hankyung. It didn't feel right.
I felt like there's no "Super Junior" without "Hankyung".
The days went past with me on the computer gathering every article and every rumor that was available on the internet about Hankyung's whereabouts.
Hankyung's cellphone was unavaliable, and when I phoned his house in China, his parents said they haven't seen him. No one in SM has seen or heard from him either.
It was most probable that Hankyung was no longer in Seoul or Korea for that matter.
Just when Hankyung have left Super Junior for 2 months, a surprising news appeared on television.
"In the next segment of today's news. Hankyung of Super Junior held a meeting with news reporter all over Seoul to reveal his leave in Korea's most popular boyband Super Junior."
the news lady reported, one night when most of the Super Junior members were at the dorm.
"Hyung, Hyung! Heechul hyung you better come see this. " Ryeowook said, as he burst into my room.
"I don't want to." I replied, half asleep.
"It's Hankyung hyung! he's on TV right now!" Ryeowook cried, dragging me off my bed and into the couch in the living room. My heart raced, as Ryeowook pulled me into the living room.
"Hankyung? On TV?" I thought.
"I would like to express my deepest apology to Super Junior fans around the world. But because of certain reasons, I decided to terminate my contract with SM Entertainment and I decided to go into acting." Hankyung said with tears in his eyes. "I beg for forgiveness from my fans and from the members of Super Junior. And I would like everyone to know, I have thought of this for a really long time and it was not a spur of the moment decision. On top of that, I will be suing SM entertainment for human rights reasons."
I sat on the couch, dumbfounded. Hankyung suing SM? It didn't seem like somethinig he would do. Knowing him for 5 years now, Hankyung didn't seem like the type of person to do something like this. He has always been a mild person and kept everything to himself.
"Suing SM? What is he thinking?" Kyuhyun exclaimed. "This is not right."
"It was bound to happen soon." Eeteuk said, sighing. "The way his manager treated him."
"I...I......." Donghae began to say, as he choked back the tears.
"It's alright Donghae. Don't cry." Eunhyuk said, pulling Donghae into his arms. "It's alright. Hankyung has made his decision. We should support him."
"I feel Hankyung hyung's pain. Although I agree with him leaving the group. I didn't think he would go as far as SUING SM" Siwon said aloud.
No one said anything afterwards. As the clock slowly ticked away. Each of the members slowly made their way back to their rooms without saying anything to each other.
I was left by myself on the couch. I didn't know what to think or what to do. I just wanted to sit there, in the living room, and the clock slowly tick away. Tic Toc Tic Toc, wishing the clock would move backwards. Back to when Hankyung was still in the dorm.
~~~~~ (several days later)
"Hyung, you have to eat." Eunhyuk said, placing a tray of food in front of me.
"No, it's okay. I'm really tired right now Hyukkie. I'm going back to my room" I replied.
"Hyung, don't be like this. You lost so much weight ever since that incident." Eunhyuk said, pushing the tray of food towards me.
"NO! I said I'm tired, so leave me alone!" I said angrily. Then I started to get up and headed for my room.
"Come on, hyung, get over it! You know Hankyung's not coming back! Didn't you see the news? Hankyung's suing SM. There's no way he'll be back." Eunhyuk cried, as he rushed up to me and tried to drag me back to the tray of food.
"Shut up! Just shut up. I don't want to know about what Hankyung's doing. All I want right now is to sleep." I said, trying to get Eunhyuk off me.
"Hyung! Why won't you listen?" Eunhyuk said, he was on the verge of tears. "I need you! No, Super Junior needs you!"
Eunhyuk's words hit me like a cold burst of wind in a winter morning.
It felt like I just woke up from a long dream.
He was right, I'm not alone.
Super Junior needs me the most right now. Now that Hankyung's gone.
There was also the other members to think about. They are equally as upset about Hankyung leaving SM as I was. I wasn't alone. I wasn't suffering by myself. I wasn't the only one who miss Hankyung.
However, Eunhyuk's words didn't really make me feel any better. I just felt more depressed, thinking how the other members are equally as sad as I was.
"Hyung, it's going to be okay. Even though there's only 10 of us left in Super Junior. Everything will be fine." Eunhyuk said, pulling me into a hug. "We have to be strong and support Hankyung's decision."
"Hyukkie.....Do you think what Hankyung did was right?" I asked, hugging him back.
"I think he made the right decision. He didn't need to endure the pain anymore. He's free now. As a team, we should respect that." Eunhyuk replied, tightening his grip on me.
"Perhaps you are right. It was for the best." I said, not believing myself.
That night, I decided to eat with the rest of the members. Everyone was happy to see me eating again and out of my room. Although I wasn't in the mood to talk. No one questioned how quiet I have become. They were all glad to see me again. I too was glad to know I wasn't suffering alone. Everyone was there to share my pain. As I ate my meal in silence, I began to think how lucky I was to be part of Super Junior.
~~~~
End of Ch. 4
* Is my english improving? Haha ...maybe not. But I did make Heechul feel better!
=.= I like Heechul cried alot when I first heard Hankyung left Super Junior. But now I decided to support him in his solo career. Maybe it was a turn for the better?
Accidents that shouldn't happen.
characters: kyuteuk (may include other Suju members)
length: no idea yet
note: I only own the plot, and it's FICTIONAL! okay? none of it is real, except for the ppl themselves.
beware of bad english
PG (for now..)
Ch.1
"BANG!"
The back bumper of his BMW became dented and the sound of paint scrapping off could be heard. Other shoppers with their shopping carts paused to take a better look.
Just a few seconds before Eeteuk pulled back from the parking spot at Walmart, and due to his poor driving skills and amazing bad luck crashed into a navy blue Samsung* car.
*(i remmebered kyuhyun's car as being Samsung. I might be wrong. and yes, Samsung makes cars..in korea anyways)
Painfully, Eeteuk got out of his car to survey the damage. At the same time, the other driver also got out of his car.
"hey! I'm really sorry, I should had looked first" Eeteuk apologized. He looked up to find a rather tall and handsome guy in his early 20's. Then Eeteuk notcied a rose border and sparkles surrounding him. Then there were floating hearts that appeared in front of his eyes. Just like the CG add-on graphics in Asian dramas.
"Maybe you should had?" the other man growled, glaring at Eeteuk. Eeteuk stared into this deep brown eyes, forgetting where he was for a second. Suddenly he woke up from his fantasy.
"Look, I'm really sorry, I'll pay for your repairs. Give me you phone number and your name." Eeteuk said, quickly running back to his car to grab a paper and pen.
"YOU should give me your phone number AND your name." the other man said, in a low tone.
"How would I know if you're going to call me about the repairs?"
Eeteuk mentally slapped himself. "What have gotten into you, Park Jeong-su? Of course I should be the one giving the name and number" Eeteuk thought to himself, as he wrote down his phone number and his name adding a heart at the end of his name.
The other man took the slip of paper and stared at Eeteuk with a confused look.
"You like adding hearts at the end of you name?" the other man asked.
"Woah? What? I do?" Eeteuk replied, just as shocked and confused as the other man. The othe man showed the piece of paper to Eeteuk, indeed there was a heart beside his name.
"I, I...I ...didn't..." Eeteuk began to say.
"It's fine, whatever. I'm in a hurry" the other man replied, as he walked towards his car, started his engine and sped off.
"What is wrong with me today? not enough sleep? Yeah, maybe i didn't sleep enough yesterday." Eeteuk thought to himself.
Then he noticed a crowd of shoppers and shopping carts surrounding him. There were whispers and finger pointing.
"oh no, I should get out of here....." Eeteuk said out loud to himself, causing snickering from the crowd around him.
~~~
end of ch.1
author's note: kinda short. i know...just suddenly ranout of ideas....besides i'm writig this at work
=) happy reading?
length: no idea yet
note: I only own the plot, and it's FICTIONAL! okay? none of it is real, except for the ppl themselves.
beware of bad english
PG (for now..)
Ch.1
"BANG!"
The back bumper of his BMW became dented and the sound of paint scrapping off could be heard. Other shoppers with their shopping carts paused to take a better look.
Just a few seconds before Eeteuk pulled back from the parking spot at Walmart, and due to his poor driving skills and amazing bad luck crashed into a navy blue Samsung* car.
*(i remmebered kyuhyun's car as being Samsung. I might be wrong. and yes, Samsung makes cars..in korea anyways)
Painfully, Eeteuk got out of his car to survey the damage. At the same time, the other driver also got out of his car.
"hey! I'm really sorry, I should had looked first" Eeteuk apologized. He looked up to find a rather tall and handsome guy in his early 20's. Then Eeteuk notcied a rose border and sparkles surrounding him. Then there were floating hearts that appeared in front of his eyes. Just like the CG add-on graphics in Asian dramas.
"Maybe you should had?" the other man growled, glaring at Eeteuk. Eeteuk stared into this deep brown eyes, forgetting where he was for a second. Suddenly he woke up from his fantasy.
"Look, I'm really sorry, I'll pay for your repairs. Give me you phone number and your name." Eeteuk said, quickly running back to his car to grab a paper and pen.
"YOU should give me your phone number AND your name." the other man said, in a low tone.
"How would I know if you're going to call me about the repairs?"
Eeteuk mentally slapped himself. "What have gotten into you, Park Jeong-su? Of course I should be the one giving the name and number" Eeteuk thought to himself, as he wrote down his phone number and his name adding a heart at the end of his name.
The other man took the slip of paper and stared at Eeteuk with a confused look.
"You like adding hearts at the end of you name?" the other man asked.
"Woah? What? I do?" Eeteuk replied, just as shocked and confused as the other man. The othe man showed the piece of paper to Eeteuk, indeed there was a heart beside his name.
"I, I...I ...didn't..." Eeteuk began to say.
"It's fine, whatever. I'm in a hurry" the other man replied, as he walked towards his car, started his engine and sped off.
"What is wrong with me today? not enough sleep? Yeah, maybe i didn't sleep enough yesterday." Eeteuk thought to himself.
Then he noticed a crowd of shoppers and shopping carts surrounding him. There were whispers and finger pointing.
"oh no, I should get out of here....." Eeteuk said out loud to himself, causing snickering from the crowd around him.
~~~
end of ch.1
author's note: kinda short. i know...just suddenly ranout of ideas....besides i'm writig this at work
=) happy reading?
just noticed
just noticed i haven't sign in for a long time
just noticed im having writers block. and have no idea how to begin writing ch.4 of my fanfic...
just noticed i started to like U-kiss (but of course they are still 2nd to Suju)
haha...
shall start new fanfic.
right now i feel like a kyuteuk fanfic. because of their adorableness (if that is even a word)
just noticed im having writers block. and have no idea how to begin writing ch.4 of my fanfic...
just noticed i started to like U-kiss (but of course they are still 2nd to Suju)
haha...
shall start new fanfic.
right now i feel like a kyuteuk fanfic. because of their adorableness (if that is even a word)
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